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Monday, November 26, 2007
We chat for the second time since i unblocked him. It was sweet....
in the first place, I had to block him in order to move on...it's unfair to me if i dont give myself chances and solution and ways to move on.so well, half way chatting i accidentally close the window of our conversation. DARN. its the com's fault actually....huh,i wanted to save it and re read it perhaps next time. Anyway.....we talk about quite serious stuff. I dont know if he really meant it, i feel that he did...but,part of me just can't trust him fully anymore.
How can it be that he wants to be with me ..as in spend his life with me as a soulmate when right now he is dating a girl? Does that mean he loves us both or...??? it's confusing..lots of questions in my mind right now.
I wanted to ask every questions in my head...but too bad you kept going brb.
I wanted badly to make evrything be really clear to the both of us.....but dint have the chance just now.agh.. and i showed him 2 posts from this blog.
i dont know when i'll be ever ready to let him know everything here...
to be honest,i wanted to keep chatting with him and not sleep......but we couldnt of course.
and before we ended it off....he said those words to me.
but what exactly does that mean? and where are we heading to?.................
i'm scared im taking the wrong steps again.
PROFILE ♥
CINDY MARIA
Sweet Seventeen
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Waking up everyday with a thankful heart for the blessings from Him.
Because He has a great purpose for her.
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Monday, November 26, 2007
We chat for the second time since i unblocked him. It was sweet....
in the first place, I had to block him in order to move on...it's unfair to me if i dont give myself chances and solution and ways to move on.so well, half way chatting i accidentally close the window of our conversation. DARN. its the com's fault actually....huh,i wanted to save it and re read it perhaps next time. Anyway.....we talk about quite serious stuff. I dont know if he really meant it, i feel that he did...but,part of me just can't trust him fully anymore.
How can it be that he wants to be with me ..as in spend his life with me as a soulmate when right now he is dating a girl? Does that mean he loves us both or...??? it's confusing..lots of questions in my mind right now.
I wanted to ask every questions in my head...but too bad you kept going brb.
I wanted badly to make evrything be really clear to the both of us.....but dint have the chance just now.agh.. and i showed him 2 posts from this blog.
i dont know when i'll be ever ready to let him know everything here...
to be honest,i wanted to keep chatting with him and not sleep......but we couldnt of course.
and before we ended it off....he said those words to me.
but what exactly does that mean? and where are we heading to?.................
i'm scared im taking the wrong steps again.
