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Sunday, May 29, 2005
alright.. so yesterday didn't turn out as what i've planned. I was like waxing my hair, spraying some cologne and was stepping out of the house already and then he suddenly called me. WE COULDN"T MEET. ohwells. what a disappointment. but hey. It wasn't his fault.. he was really sincerely apologising repeatedly..and he was already halfway to the destination. His guardian called and told him to rush back to his hostel and they had to leave the hostel early to the airport cause they had to avoid the traffic jam.. i was like thinking.. why couldn't we meet earlier?? why couldn't i spend more time with him the previous day?? well... maybe we were meant not to meet for the last time before he flyyyy.. I was like planning to give him a surprise. AHEM. (: maybe i should save it til he comes back. LOL. ^^Okay, so let's get back to the story. But before that, he's already in Jakarta now.. later I was thinking of leaving a msg for him in friendster. but i actually dont know what to say..hahahah. I really don't know what's with me when i'm with him. I would get really quiet instead of the real crappy side of me. hahaha. So YEs. the story..after Jac and Gy left us, we went to the arcade to play dytona--> how do you spell that?? hahah. the car racing thingy.. twice. I won him TWICE. but I think it's not really fair cause i played the auto one while he played the manual one? yepp. hehehe. ohyes. the first time we played halfway, he suddenly stopped playing and was like looking underneath the seat.. his handphone DROPPED. that's real crazy.hahah. okay.. what else? hmm... digging back my memories* okay so after that, we watched Monster-in-Law. and only the first two rows were available?? haha. and we still went ahead.. neck was like breaking any moment. and I couldn't really sit back and relax while watching cos' the TIME!! It was 7.20 pm movie.. but it kinda started at 7.45pm?? hahaha. okay maybe i felt it was that long. LOL. and before it started, he asked the tickets from me.. he wanted to keep them i guess? LOL. FIRST ever movie with Cindy?? hahahahah. Actually i wanted to keep them also!!! but haiya.. since he asked from me already.. I shall not snatch'' from him. heheh. So, the movie is kinda funny, so we were like laughing the whole time? yeah. haha. could hear his laughters. I love them!! hahahahah. okay, i sounded like a freak. kay,then straight after the movie.. we headed for homee..without eating dinner. For me?? 1/2 cup of milo for breakfast, 3 nuggets and a little fries plus a few mouthful of coke for lunch and NO DINNER. My stomach must be freaking pissed with me. Took revenge.. I was liek shivering like crazy. It was FREEZING cold. OKay. so couples out there.. who wanna have the chance to hug ecah other or something.. go PLAZA SINGAPURA at night especially. The air con would froze you guys to death. hahaha. Fine. I'm lying. So. He was like saying..he would only eat if i eat.hehe. In the end i chose not to eat to save my life. I rather starve to death than scold to suicide. hahahaha. kidding2. It was like.. 9+ already and we took MRT home. I alighted at Bishan and guess what? I missed the freaking bus. I was like rushing like a mad dog. HAHAHAHAH. MAnnn.. i haf to continue this entry another time again. MOM screaming at me already... come back again to find out the next episode! hahaha.
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
It has been 4 days since i last blogged and so much things had happened.. Awesome and awful times. hehe. But i think the awful times have been covered and healed by the awesome times. (: Got back my papers and i was given real surprises. Especially for Maths and Geography+ English. I failed my Maths paper 1 and my Maths paper 2 couldn't save the paper1. how mean!! hahaha. But i think i failed fairly well. LOL. 46/100. hahahah. Geog? I got a shinyy A1!! :) remembered the post i made before the exam? I was saying that i would work extra hard for it, yea? BUt actually i didn't really mean it. HAHA! and English compo? The marker" gave good remarks about it. HAHAHA! miracle.... (: guess overall, I'm quite okay with my results..hehe.Oh yes. Let's talk about the happier times. grins* I finally met up with Edw on.....Thurday. Yes. HAHA! very malu at first. super nervous. but compared to the last time...ahem* i've improved a LOT. hahah. So we like kinda spent only an hour together?? had a quick bite at Mac and then walk aimlessly. ahhaha. but, HAPPY. Yes. that's the main point. Then met up with Gy and JaC and went to Plaza Sing. Jac was like sooo pissed? cos of ROOSTER. then Gy was playing the rooster ringtone. HAHHAHAha.. Then, guess what? I invite him over to join us at plaza sing. hahaha. since they wana see him. LOL. so we waited at the entrance and Jac was like offering her pocket mirror for me to look at my hair.. and i was like 'NOOO. sekali he comes blahblahblah.' hahah. then Suddenly, he appeared behind me!!! I still remembered how we 3 reacted. Laughing like mad ladies. hahaha. That's kinda not fair to Edw cos he didn't know anything.. hehee. Then the 2 of them left mee. Still laughing. hahahaha. Yea..heyhey. i gtg and meet him again. story still continues... later kay? LOL.
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
I met the ''bus-stop guy'' THRICE today!!!! in J8!! Oo my gawd.
I was like just coming out from the toilet and he was there, directly standing infront of me!!! Darn shocking. He was also giving me that 'oh-that-girl-again!!!'look. HAHAHHA. soooOOO paiseh!! Limei, Michelle and A.O was saying that my face turned RED. hahah. can't be helped. (: and i shouted 'omg!!!' very loudly. I think he must have heard it..
Then, I was walking really fast and who knows on the way to Long JOhn, I saw him again outside MC's!!! It's totally crazy.. hahaha. But happy. AHHAHAHA.
The third time was when we went up to the 2nd floor. WE actually chatted and gossiped" in Long JOn really long and i thought he would have left,but he didn't!! Instead, we MET again!!! and this time our eyes met again. UGHHH.
I couldn't even afford to give him a pathetic little smile.
W-H-Y???
hahahahhahaha. Well, I'm happy. (: it's kinda freakkyyy. yea?
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
TODAY
is totally CINDY's
day. I'm not kidding.
Went to town with Jac Zhang and on the way there, the "bus-stop guy" was there too! I mean, well.. he was running for the bus when it came. I didn't board the same bus. I felt rather 'UGH'.. i doubt he even know my presence. yea but the main point is...... On the way home, we took the same bus and.... I caught him lookin at me!!!! then... when i look at him he quickly look away. you know what i'm trying to say??!! HAHAHHA. Then when we reached already, he opened the gate for meee!!!! I was too shocked so I didn't even thank him!!! what the hell is wrong with me?!!HAHAHA. I was so freaking ecstatic. Kept 'tahan-ing' my smilesss. HAHAHA. I was so damn malu. SERIOUS. hahahah.
Had fun going out with jac zhang. Our first time dating. AHHAHAHA. BIG joke. I strongly believe that i'm the one who made the whole shopping time GREAT and FUN. rite, jac? HAHAHA. we tried GORGEOUS spects at HEEREn. (: LOve them.
Supposed to meet Edward. I was SHY. really, really. I can't stand blushing more than 20 seconds. HAHHAHA. So i tried to play with fate.. See if we were meant to meet. In the end, we didn't. HAHAHHA. but hey! i had fate with the " bus-stop guy"!!! hahahaha. (:
Halim was online just now!! look how lucky i can be today. HAHAHA. (: (:
Today is totally a greaaaaaaaaat day. Superb. How i wished everyday will turn out this way. hehe. (;
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
I realised that my sexy babe picture is gone. Who took it away? PLease own up!!!! MUST be the BOYYYYSSS!!!! hahahahahha.
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Made new friends at the Science Centre yesterday. I'm super duper lazy to blog. What's happening to me?? haha!Just wana say that another person say I'm shy. HAHAHAHA. Cindy Maria is SHY. Jason said that. HAHAHA. He was guessing who am I (we were smsing) and I gave him a clue which says that I'm a shy girl from 2 Faith. Incredibly, he guessed correctly and said that i'm the only shy girl in 2 Faith!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH. I was laughing til i had difficulty to go to dreamland. (:School is a total bore these few days.
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Monday, May 16, 2005
Heyy heyy. (:Long time since i last blogged heh. So many things happened but I was too lazy to pen down everything. So let me recall the happenings. hehe. Today, 16 May 2005I didn't go to school today. Must I say everything out?? grins* I woke up and felt as if the wind is gona blow me away.. BEST if can blow me to indo to see my superlim. HAHAHA. Well, then screamed for my mom and woke her up..say the wind is strong and blahblahblah. Excuses,yea i know. Then it started raining kittins and doggies. I felt SO cold so couldn't bathe. By the time i wanted to, I would definitely be late for school. I don't want to run. so yeah, I end up staying at home. Slept til 12. HAHA. I was dreaming of becoming a cinderella and I had to get out of my dream at 12. HAHA. craps. So yeah, supposed to go out to accompany either my indo friends to cut their hair orrr. my cousin whom also wanted to chop her hair off. IN THE END, i'm here blogging. so yea, can guess what happened yea? hehe.Yesterday, 15 MayWent to church and had fun with my bestie, Saratri. (: she had to limp around due to her sprained ankle. I kept saying to everyone that i saw her running. HAHAHA. Obviously i was lying.My superlim got flu. =/ The online date'' at 8.30 pm was cancelled.Yesterday yesterday, a Saturdiee 14 MaySupposed to go town with Jac and Guiyu but Jac couldn't make it somehow and Guiyu also and it was just very complicated. In the end, I went out with my indo friend. Watch movie.. ''are we there yet?'' I think. hehehe. It was NICE. thumb up* So had some fun with my long-time-no-see friend and ohyea! we took neoprints. I like it!! hahaha. (: That night, smsed superlim but he didn't reply me. I was frankly, so DESPERATE for him to reply my msg. I felt so... dead waiting for his reply. Felt like crying. But i didn't cos' didn't want my eyes to get swollen the next day. The feeling was really.. UGH. hahah. hum. the song I'm listening now is so.. fitting. By Britney. [From the bottom of my broken heart]
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behindWhere do I go?
And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, I still miss you somehow
[CHORUS:]From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love,
you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love'
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day
"We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end[
Repeat CHORUS]
You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here
[Repeat CHORUS]
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?"
That's really what I'm trying to tell you.
Well, nope, I'm not going to talk about this anymore. So as my story continues.. Vivid my indo friend, knew i was so depressed so she intro me to someone. HAHAHA. it's a HE. hahaha. also from indo. Just to make my mind occupied and help me not to think about superlim. So yeah, we've been smsing til jus now? hehe.
Friday 13 May 2005
I think this day we,TG went to town and we ate buffet. I paid $16.90 to play cooking. I think I only ate worth 8 bucks. HAHAHAH. we had fun. Saw SLY. yeah. want more detail? see jac's or any Tg's blog. hahaha. lazy to describe evrything since it's so outdated.. hehe.
I think I've written more than enuff. Hope it didn't bore you guys. hehe.
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
I'm blushing..My heart beats fast.a love at the bus-stop?
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Friday, May 06, 2005
Yesteday's English compo was sadness. I was blanked for about 10 mins and in the end I didn't manage to end the story properly. I think I would do badly for that. UGGH!! and I was so slack yesterday although I am aware that there are two papers today. BUt well, everything turned for the better before I went to my little comfy bed. grins* what else heh? hehehehe. Yeah..Yeahh. He was there accompanying me through my struggles for literature. HAHa! nah, only some sort of that. (: He surprised me with an sms which is soo sweet. haha. I couldn't take the smile away from my face. I wrote him a simple song and then that's about it. (: I think he's transferred part of his luck to me. I think I did fairly well today. Just that I wrote til my finger broke for Lit. HAHAHA.I've got the feeling that I'm going to work extra hard for Geography. I want to excel in it. hehe. Just scaring you guys. Really. Maths paper 1 today was SMILE. (: but I think I should have studied and practised more at home. I've wasted some precious marks.. nevermind. I'll work harder next time. hehe. Eileen was saying that it was super easy and she thinks she may even score full marks for it. That's like.. WHow.I'm sooo into looking at the bright side of life. (:cos I'm happy. duh. (:Today i realised something. Sometimes those who treat you rather good in normal days are just pretending. Time will show all their true colours. I'm just kinda disappointed at that particular person. Arrogant. That's what you are. I shan't let all these thoughts spoil my good mood. Ugh, I've been relaxing since I come home from school today. It has been... about 4 hrs!! I think I better start doing some more important stuff..like..sleeping? HAHAHA. I'll see how. Ohyes! I think I saw my new church friend infront of Jack's place today. Shrug* Wasn't sure if it's really him la. I just remembered that I had my first gastric pain in my life yesterday.on o5.o5.o5. hehehe. What a special day. I made some wishes but I can't really remember what i wished for last night. HAHA. Btw, I realised that Jac.. is like riding a roller coaster. At one point she's so darn high and the next moment she's low. Just don't think so much, alright? You can always share your feelings with us, kay? Just want you to know that you aren't bothering us. (: Trust me, I wasn't drunk or anything. I mean it. hehe.
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
I'm kinda happy now. 'waiiii?' cos chinese papers are over!! yayy! SMILE.I was SO scared last night. [you] didn't even wish me luck. FROWN.but well. I think I should be doing fine. Today is just the start of the mid year exams. I'm feeling kinda er.. tired? yes. tired of studying like crazy. Tomorrow is English paper and I'm hoping that it's gonna be manageable (: Today I was playing with waha in the parade Sq and I think I played and laughed too much. They said ''tay-koh'' was looking at me. HAHA. he caught me when I's crazy. Is that good or bad? ehhh!if you translate that quoted word in hokkien, what would it mean heh? hahahahha. ok.fine. I shall be serious.Hmm.. I think i should relax myself by thinking stuff that I like to think about and whatever that is in my mind right now. Let's see.. hehe.1. Tomorrow is English papers, I can start studying at 3+ later. 2. A.O is owing me a reply.3. I think I want that J.Lo perfume. but it's EX!! : ( * i hate to think about this.4. I hope he'll top up his card and sms me today.5. I shall on the air-con and read later. hehe.6. I wana go swimming.7. Just remembered that mom bought chips from indo. yay!8. I'm going to Perlini. S. to buy a new pair of ear studs after exams.9. I'm going to make a new funky cooling pretty spects when i go back to Indo.10. I can't think of anything else except that my shoulders are aching right now.Alright. Seeya and all the best for whoever that reads and tags my board. hehe. The lucky charm is here.btw, I've got a brand new joke which I find it darn funny. (: so proud of it. HAHA. (:
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Monday, May 02, 2005
Wahahaha. I'm darn happy since last night. (: (: (: (:
I was soo extremely happy (: Seems that i've not been keeping my words. Just told myself to move on then the next moment I'm back with smiles and laughters because of the same reason. HIM. hahaha. Was listening to some songs then suddenly thought of him..decided to send him a forwarded sms for the first time ever since he got a new hp. THEN.. he replied nearly immedietely, after about 10 seconds!!!I was like ''ooo my gawd!!!!I was so prepared for the worst before sending the sms to him.. who knows he turned out to be damn sweet. Haha. don't tell you what he say.lalalaala... hahahaha. I love the way it is now. Just hope it gets better and not worse. hehe.
Mid-year's are coming really soon. Two days? yeah. I've not really started on any single thing. Just read through 2 pathetic chapters for chinese and read 'you don't know me,who wants to know you?' and i'm left with a few chapters to finish up the book..
Actually i've got lotsa things to blog.. about the song... that sounds like D-I-G and the things happening in the fitting room. haha. curious eh? It was two days ago's stuff so kinda lazy to rake up the past. HAHA. Went shopping on Sat. hehe. So these are just a lousy summary of that day.
I'm turning to be a real shopaholic. It's dangerous. Burning big holes in my wallet. somebody save me.... hahahaha.
I think I'm getting a secret weapon for my mid's. hehe.
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
alright.. so yesterday didn't turn out as what i've planned. I was like waxing my hair, spraying some cologne and was stepping out of the house already and then he suddenly called me. WE COULDN"T MEET. ohwells. what a disappointment. but hey. It wasn't his fault.. he was really sincerely apologising repeatedly..and he was already halfway to the destination. His guardian called and told him to rush back to his hostel and they had to leave the hostel early to the airport cause they had to avoid the traffic jam.. i was like thinking.. why couldn't we meet earlier?? why couldn't i spend more time with him the previous day?? well... maybe we were meant not to meet for the last time before he flyyyy.. I was like planning to give him a surprise. AHEM. (: maybe i should save it til he comes back. LOL. ^^Okay, so let's get back to the story. But before that, he's already in Jakarta now.. later I was thinking of leaving a msg for him in friendster. but i actually dont know what to say..hahahah. I really don't know what's with me when i'm with him. I would get really quiet instead of the real crappy side of me. hahaha. So YEs. the story..after Jac and Gy left us, we went to the arcade to play dytona--> how do you spell that?? hahah. the car racing thingy.. twice. I won him TWICE. but I think it's not really fair cause i played the auto one while he played the manual one? yepp. hehehe. ohyes. the first time we played halfway, he suddenly stopped playing and was like looking underneath the seat.. his handphone DROPPED. that's real crazy.hahah. okay.. what else? hmm... digging back my memories* okay so after that, we watched Monster-in-Law. and only the first two rows were available?? haha. and we still went ahead.. neck was like breaking any moment. and I couldn't really sit back and relax while watching cos' the TIME!! It was 7.20 pm movie.. but it kinda started at 7.45pm?? hahaha. okay maybe i felt it was that long. LOL. and before it started, he asked the tickets from me.. he wanted to keep them i guess? LOL. FIRST ever movie with Cindy?? hahahahah. Actually i wanted to keep them also!!! but haiya.. since he asked from me already.. I shall not snatch'' from him. heheh. So, the movie is kinda funny, so we were like laughing the whole time? yeah. haha. could hear his laughters. I love them!! hahahahah. okay, i sounded like a freak. kay,then straight after the movie.. we headed for homee..without eating dinner. For me?? 1/2 cup of milo for breakfast, 3 nuggets and a little fries plus a few mouthful of coke for lunch and NO DINNER. My stomach must be freaking pissed with me. Took revenge.. I was liek shivering like crazy. It was FREEZING cold. OKay. so couples out there.. who wanna have the chance to hug ecah other or something.. go PLAZA SINGAPURA at night especially. The air con would froze you guys to death. hahaha. Fine. I'm lying. So. He was like saying..he would only eat if i eat.hehe. In the end i chose not to eat to save my life. I rather starve to death than scold to suicide. hahahaha. kidding2. It was like.. 9+ already and we took MRT home. I alighted at Bishan and guess what? I missed the freaking bus. I was like rushing like a mad dog. HAHAHAHAH. MAnnn.. i haf to continue this entry another time again. MOM screaming at me already... come back again to find out the next episode! hahaha.
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
It has been 4 days since i last blogged and so much things had happened.. Awesome and awful times. hehe. But i think the awful times have been covered and healed by the awesome times. (: Got back my papers and i was given real surprises. Especially for Maths and Geography+ English. I failed my Maths paper 1 and my Maths paper 2 couldn't save the paper1. how mean!! hahaha. But i think i failed fairly well. LOL. 46/100. hahahah. Geog? I got a shinyy A1!! :) remembered the post i made before the exam? I was saying that i would work extra hard for it, yea? BUt actually i didn't really mean it. HAHA! and English compo? The marker" gave good remarks about it. HAHAHA! miracle.... (: guess overall, I'm quite okay with my results..hehe.Oh yes. Let's talk about the happier times. grins* I finally met up with Edw on.....Thurday. Yes. HAHA! very malu at first. super nervous. but compared to the last time...ahem* i've improved a LOT. hahah. So we like kinda spent only an hour together?? had a quick bite at Mac and then walk aimlessly. ahhaha. but, HAPPY. Yes. that's the main point. Then met up with Gy and JaC and went to Plaza Sing. Jac was like sooo pissed? cos of ROOSTER. then Gy was playing the rooster ringtone. HAHHAHAha.. Then, guess what? I invite him over to join us at plaza sing. hahaha. since they wana see him. LOL. so we waited at the entrance and Jac was like offering her pocket mirror for me to look at my hair.. and i was like 'NOOO. sekali he comes blahblahblah.' hahah. then Suddenly, he appeared behind me!!! I still remembered how we 3 reacted. Laughing like mad ladies. hahaha. That's kinda not fair to Edw cos he didn't know anything.. hehee. Then the 2 of them left mee. Still laughing. hahahaha. Yea..heyhey. i gtg and meet him again. story still continues... later kay? LOL.
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
I met the ''bus-stop guy'' THRICE today!!!! in J8!! Oo my gawd.
I was like just coming out from the toilet and he was there, directly standing infront of me!!! Darn shocking. He was also giving me that 'oh-that-girl-again!!!'look. HAHAHHA. soooOOO paiseh!! Limei, Michelle and A.O was saying that my face turned RED. hahah. can't be helped. (: and i shouted 'omg!!!' very loudly. I think he must have heard it..
Then, I was walking really fast and who knows on the way to Long JOhn, I saw him again outside MC's!!! It's totally crazy.. hahaha. But happy. AHHAHAHA.
The third time was when we went up to the 2nd floor. WE actually chatted and gossiped" in Long JOn really long and i thought he would have left,but he didn't!! Instead, we MET again!!! and this time our eyes met again. UGHHH.
I couldn't even afford to give him a pathetic little smile.
W-H-Y???
hahahahhahaha. Well, I'm happy. (: it's kinda freakkyyy. yea?
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
TODAY
is totally CINDY's
day. I'm not kidding.
Went to town with Jac Zhang and on the way there, the "bus-stop guy" was there too! I mean, well.. he was running for the bus when it came. I didn't board the same bus. I felt rather 'UGH'.. i doubt he even know my presence. yea but the main point is...... On the way home, we took the same bus and.... I caught him lookin at me!!!! then... when i look at him he quickly look away. you know what i'm trying to say??!! HAHAHHA. Then when we reached already, he opened the gate for meee!!!! I was too shocked so I didn't even thank him!!! what the hell is wrong with me?!!HAHAHA. I was so freaking ecstatic. Kept 'tahan-ing' my smilesss. HAHAHA. I was so damn malu. SERIOUS. hahahah.
Had fun going out with jac zhang. Our first time dating. AHHAHAHA. BIG joke. I strongly believe that i'm the one who made the whole shopping time GREAT and FUN. rite, jac? HAHAHA. we tried GORGEOUS spects at HEEREn. (: LOve them.
Supposed to meet Edward. I was SHY. really, really. I can't stand blushing more than 20 seconds. HAHHAHA. So i tried to play with fate.. See if we were meant to meet. In the end, we didn't. HAHAHHA. but hey! i had fate with the " bus-stop guy"!!! hahahaha. (:
Halim was online just now!! look how lucky i can be today. HAHAHA. (: (:
Today is totally a greaaaaaaaaat day. Superb. How i wished everyday will turn out this way. hehe. (;
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
I realised that my sexy babe picture is gone. Who took it away? PLease own up!!!! MUST be the BOYYYYSSS!!!! hahahahahha.
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Made new friends at the Science Centre yesterday. I'm super duper lazy to blog. What's happening to me?? haha!Just wana say that another person say I'm shy. HAHAHAHA. Cindy Maria is SHY. Jason said that. HAHAHA. He was guessing who am I (we were smsing) and I gave him a clue which says that I'm a shy girl from 2 Faith. Incredibly, he guessed correctly and said that i'm the only shy girl in 2 Faith!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH. I was laughing til i had difficulty to go to dreamland. (:School is a total bore these few days.
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Monday, May 16, 2005
Heyy heyy. (:Long time since i last blogged heh. So many things happened but I was too lazy to pen down everything. So let me recall the happenings. hehe. Today, 16 May 2005I didn't go to school today. Must I say everything out?? grins* I woke up and felt as if the wind is gona blow me away.. BEST if can blow me to indo to see my superlim. HAHAHA. Well, then screamed for my mom and woke her up..say the wind is strong and blahblahblah. Excuses,yea i know. Then it started raining kittins and doggies. I felt SO cold so couldn't bathe. By the time i wanted to, I would definitely be late for school. I don't want to run. so yeah, I end up staying at home. Slept til 12. HAHA. I was dreaming of becoming a cinderella and I had to get out of my dream at 12. HAHA. craps. So yeah, supposed to go out to accompany either my indo friends to cut their hair orrr. my cousin whom also wanted to chop her hair off. IN THE END, i'm here blogging. so yea, can guess what happened yea? hehe.Yesterday, 15 MayWent to church and had fun with my bestie, Saratri. (: she had to limp around due to her sprained ankle. I kept saying to everyone that i saw her running. HAHAHA. Obviously i was lying.My superlim got flu. =/ The online date'' at 8.30 pm was cancelled.Yesterday yesterday, a Saturdiee 14 MaySupposed to go town with Jac and Guiyu but Jac couldn't make it somehow and Guiyu also and it was just very complicated. In the end, I went out with my indo friend. Watch movie.. ''are we there yet?'' I think. hehehe. It was NICE. thumb up* So had some fun with my long-time-no-see friend and ohyea! we took neoprints. I like it!! hahaha. (: That night, smsed superlim but he didn't reply me. I was frankly, so DESPERATE for him to reply my msg. I felt so... dead waiting for his reply. Felt like crying. But i didn't cos' didn't want my eyes to get swollen the next day. The feeling was really.. UGH. hahah. hum. the song I'm listening now is so.. fitting. By Britney. [From the bottom of my broken heart]
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behindWhere do I go?
And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, I still miss you somehow
[CHORUS:]From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love,
you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love'
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day
"We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end[
Repeat CHORUS]
You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here
[Repeat CHORUS]
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?"
That's really what I'm trying to tell you.
Well, nope, I'm not going to talk about this anymore. So as my story continues.. Vivid my indo friend, knew i was so depressed so she intro me to someone. HAHAHA. it's a HE. hahaha. also from indo. Just to make my mind occupied and help me not to think about superlim. So yeah, we've been smsing til jus now? hehe.
Friday 13 May 2005
I think this day we,TG went to town and we ate buffet. I paid $16.90 to play cooking. I think I only ate worth 8 bucks. HAHAHAH. we had fun. Saw SLY. yeah. want more detail? see jac's or any Tg's blog. hahaha. lazy to describe evrything since it's so outdated.. hehe.
I think I've written more than enuff. Hope it didn't bore you guys. hehe.
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
I'm blushing..My heart beats fast.a love at the bus-stop?
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Friday, May 06, 2005
Yesteday's English compo was sadness. I was blanked for about 10 mins and in the end I didn't manage to end the story properly. I think I would do badly for that. UGGH!! and I was so slack yesterday although I am aware that there are two papers today. BUt well, everything turned for the better before I went to my little comfy bed. grins* what else heh? hehehehe. Yeah..Yeahh. He was there accompanying me through my struggles for literature. HAHa! nah, only some sort of that. (: He surprised me with an sms which is soo sweet. haha. I couldn't take the smile away from my face. I wrote him a simple song and then that's about it. (: I think he's transferred part of his luck to me. I think I did fairly well today. Just that I wrote til my finger broke for Lit. HAHAHA.I've got the feeling that I'm going to work extra hard for Geography. I want to excel in it. hehe. Just scaring you guys. Really. Maths paper 1 today was SMILE. (: but I think I should have studied and practised more at home. I've wasted some precious marks.. nevermind. I'll work harder next time. hehe. Eileen was saying that it was super easy and she thinks she may even score full marks for it. That's like.. WHow.I'm sooo into looking at the bright side of life. (:cos I'm happy. duh. (:Today i realised something. Sometimes those who treat you rather good in normal days are just pretending. Time will show all their true colours. I'm just kinda disappointed at that particular person. Arrogant. That's what you are. I shan't let all these thoughts spoil my good mood. Ugh, I've been relaxing since I come home from school today. It has been... about 4 hrs!! I think I better start doing some more important stuff..like..sleeping? HAHAHA. I'll see how. Ohyes! I think I saw my new church friend infront of Jack's place today. Shrug* Wasn't sure if it's really him la. I just remembered that I had my first gastric pain in my life yesterday.on o5.o5.o5. hehehe. What a special day. I made some wishes but I can't really remember what i wished for last night. HAHA. Btw, I realised that Jac.. is like riding a roller coaster. At one point she's so darn high and the next moment she's low. Just don't think so much, alright? You can always share your feelings with us, kay? Just want you to know that you aren't bothering us. (: Trust me, I wasn't drunk or anything. I mean it. hehe.
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
I'm kinda happy now. 'waiiii?' cos chinese papers are over!! yayy! SMILE.I was SO scared last night. [you] didn't even wish me luck. FROWN.but well. I think I should be doing fine. Today is just the start of the mid year exams. I'm feeling kinda er.. tired? yes. tired of studying like crazy. Tomorrow is English paper and I'm hoping that it's gonna be manageable (: Today I was playing with waha in the parade Sq and I think I played and laughed too much. They said ''tay-koh'' was looking at me. HAHA. he caught me when I's crazy. Is that good or bad? ehhh!if you translate that quoted word in hokkien, what would it mean heh? hahahahha. ok.fine. I shall be serious.Hmm.. I think i should relax myself by thinking stuff that I like to think about and whatever that is in my mind right now. Let's see.. hehe.1. Tomorrow is English papers, I can start studying at 3+ later. 2. A.O is owing me a reply.3. I think I want that J.Lo perfume. but it's EX!! : ( * i hate to think about this.4. I hope he'll top up his card and sms me today.5. I shall on the air-con and read later. hehe.6. I wana go swimming.7. Just remembered that mom bought chips from indo. yay!8. I'm going to Perlini. S. to buy a new pair of ear studs after exams.9. I'm going to make a new funky cooling pretty spects when i go back to Indo.10. I can't think of anything else except that my shoulders are aching right now.Alright. Seeya and all the best for whoever that reads and tags my board. hehe. The lucky charm is here.btw, I've got a brand new joke which I find it darn funny. (: so proud of it. HAHA. (:
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Monday, May 02, 2005
Wahahaha. I'm darn happy since last night. (: (: (: (:
I was soo extremely happy (: Seems that i've not been keeping my words. Just told myself to move on then the next moment I'm back with smiles and laughters because of the same reason. HIM. hahaha. Was listening to some songs then suddenly thought of him..decided to send him a forwarded sms for the first time ever since he got a new hp. THEN.. he replied nearly immedietely, after about 10 seconds!!!I was like ''ooo my gawd!!!!I was so prepared for the worst before sending the sms to him.. who knows he turned out to be damn sweet. Haha. don't tell you what he say.lalalaala... hahahaha. I love the way it is now. Just hope it gets better and not worse. hehe.
Mid-year's are coming really soon. Two days? yeah. I've not really started on any single thing. Just read through 2 pathetic chapters for chinese and read 'you don't know me,who wants to know you?' and i'm left with a few chapters to finish up the book..
Actually i've got lotsa things to blog.. about the song... that sounds like D-I-G and the things happening in the fitting room. haha. curious eh? It was two days ago's stuff so kinda lazy to rake up the past. HAHA. Went shopping on Sat. hehe. So these are just a lousy summary of that day.
I'm turning to be a real shopaholic. It's dangerous. Burning big holes in my wallet. somebody save me.... hahahaha.
I think I'm getting a secret weapon for my mid's. hehe.
