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♥ Friday, February 17, 2006
2:21 PM

I just weighed myself and i can't believe i lost 2 kg in one day.
i don't feel good about everything...everything.
God,help me.

♥
11:51 AM

Actually i've promised myself to blog about my Valentine's day.
but i don't think i have the right mood to think back about it and type it all out now...
Maybe all i can say was that day was a really memorable one.
flowers,chocolates,kisses,and a really nice puzzle made by him.
it was sweet. but look at us now.
having a really cold war.all because of yesterday....now how should i start??
Tg is having lunch together at Marche.(ok well,i now have the urge to just cancel this post and just do something else)so yes,i've to cancel our date together.and sadly he just cant understand that i need to have my own freedom to really spend time with my girlfriends once in awhile.it's like..when is the last time i went out with all my girlfriends??when is the last time i spend time with him??it's like only one day or two days ago..i'm so so dissapointed about it.what am i to him??am i supposed to be there for him 24 hours,anytime,anywhere??i'm really tired.it seems that this relationship cant go far.because such simple matters like that we cant even handle it well..you found me there.but you are not making me feel better but worse.seeing me cry is already nothing to you it seems..you're hurting me too often.and i don't understand why you still have the guts to tell me indirectly that there are girls out there who want to know you or even get close to you? to make me jealous??well then that's not what i feel.you can just go ahead and flirt with them and that's it.
sometimes i feel really stuck inbetween.
it's not that i cant sacrifice for you.but can't you just understand that we need our own space too?sometimes i think you are overdoing it for me.we are not living in this world whereby there are only the two of us..there are still people around us you know?like what i've told you before.i want to balance everything well...
I need a guy who is mature enough to not only share all my sorrows and laughters,but to be able to understand me.
and i know i can't change you.

maybe knowing you is part of my learning journey.