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I'm stressed. Look.
1) my birthday is coming (17 march.do not find excuses that you forget/dunno/wadeva) i will be getting presents from all of you. okie. (:
but... i'm not sure what i want. =/ Koala cheng says i want H*l**. eh? he knows me rather well sia. hahaha. but erm, that's only a wish.
2)I have not done my literature poems homework. Can somebody please help me search for the poems or write me one? I would definitely reward you with brownies. Anyone? please tag my board to tell me if u could help. (:
3)Tests are coming up. Yes. TESTS. Science test on Wed, Maths on Thurs, Chinese on Friday, the following tuesday will be another maths test.and i wonder what other class tests we would be having next week. pull my beautiful hair*
4) People are asking me to write them testimonials. =( okayokay, i actually owed them. 15-5 for Sheralyn [she injured my eyeball so minus 5], 1 for Limei, Hong zhen a 1000 characters testi, 1 for koala cheng and 1 for Reg. I rather die fakingly. (seriously)
5)I have not finished typing my english compo. Actually i had. but i wrote 635 words when mrs lau already warned that the max no.of words is 500. huhhh!! If i were to cut cut cut the 135 words, i would have to change part of the story which i really don't wish to do so.
6)I have not done with the blog dedication thingy. =( stupid blogskins alwayyyyys have errors.
7)My home econs group have not started doing the jam project. we are sure to die together.
See? so stressful. How i wished that the school will suddenly give us a 3 day break to de-stress ourselves. In my dream ahh. That's the bad side of life. Let's talk about the good news. (:
Hehehe...we got back our maths test 3 paper and i scored 16*/20!! hurrayyyy! Look! a star next to the '16'. How nice. The thing behind all these is bcos....lalalala. haah! don't tell you. Anyway, it's not a big deal actually. Adeline, Adelene, jac and blahblah knows about this .( : Erm, Ohya! sara passed my valentine's day gift to my sister and i found it on the floor! haha! How sweet. She bought me a heart-then-pillow or pillow-then-heart thingy. (: show you guys the picture.
There's this 'ciit.ciiit.ciiit' sound when i reached my house door. A BIRD. goodness. the first thing that rushed to my mind was..' Watda.they bought a bird????!!!' then when i came in, i looked at it but it didn't look at me. wakao. hahahahahha... it's GREEN. not exactly this green lah. That is more for leaves. hahahaha! Then my maid told me that my big sis caught it cos it flew into our room!!! like HELLO? is there a tree full of wateva things (gold,leaves,bird food) or something in our room?? I really wonder.
Today 10 of us got punished for not doing/completing/printing/typing our english compo. I didn't type and print. so i kanna punished. We had to hold hands and made a circle and reflect. Cannot let go of the hands or we would have to stayback. crippled. anyway. what i want to say is that... I am so So so lucky. (: this is the stretching of the circle... xiaoman-yujia-yanzong-huiming-cindy that's me-loysin-weiyang-guiyu-jac-miko. heheh! i didn't have to hold any of the guy's hands!!! cool. actually mrs lau nearly put momo inbetween me and loysin. PHEW. I saw adeline's tuut and tuut face when watching us being arranged where to stand.. you watch out un-kawaiineh! hahaha! i can't stand momo. he was saying to yanzong. 'wah. yanzong very happy ah?' HUAHUWAHUAUHAUAH.. hopeless guys.
okok. i think i shall stop blogging. gona be six already!!! dead. i'm dead.
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Friday, February 18, 2005
I'm eating my dinner in front of the com now. -ohh-so-duh-uh. or else how am i going to type right.. hahahaha! how funny! erm.. =/
I'm having difficulty eating the food!! my mouth is in a pathetic stage. I can't chew on the left side bcos i have a toothache. (darn) While on the right side, there's this BIG stupid ulser next to the braces thingy.. Rahh* nevermind. i should try swallowing every single spoonful of rice and choke and die. GOODNESS. i shan't do that. yes, i can't die now bcos there are so many many many people out there who love me. aww. touching. VERY.
Today, i have been very LUCKY. ahem..i meant ''LUCKY'' alright. first lucky happening* Shuhui didn't come to school today. Sheralin then sat at her seat. i believe she wants to sit next to me badly. aww. anyway. i brought the WHOW pen to school today. i accidentally dropped it and when i wanted to pick it up, sheralin accidentally 'slashed' my eyeball with the edge of the foolscap paper. Gosh. imagine how painful. Yep, indeed it was very painful. my poor left eye couldn't be opened for about 10 mins?? around there. Tears FLOWEd and flowed. not roll anymore.haha! then i suddenly heard mrs lau saying' Cindy, are you okay?' hahaha. whow. many must have seen me 'crying' just now. Btw, sheralin was very cute. when i so called panicked a little, she was telling me' think of halim..think of halim..' HAHAHAHA! how sweet. (:
Second happening* During chinese lesson, sheralin got scolded by Mr sim bcos she...i'm not sure. haha! then she buay song and started a conversation with me on a piece of paper. After a few scribbles, Mr sim saw and scold even more.. suddenly he asked why terrible-horrible-vegetable students started to change for the better during the years studying in ITE. THEN. he said in mandarin 'YOu! sitting in the middle one!Yes You!! don't look around anymore!stand up and tell me why..' oh goodness. he was pointing at me and his eyes were like POPPING out.. scary. i was like..' me?? die. die.how am i going to answer him in chinese??' so i looked at adeline. then at sheralin. but couldn't hear what they were trying to tell me. =/ so i said...'i don't know' in chinese. after hearing my answer, he simply rolled his eyes and look at others and continue crapping. after he felt it was enough for him to stop crapping, he turned to look at me and asked me again. i answered the same thing... and had to continue standing while he said the answer. I think i had to stand for about 10 mins just to wait for his answer. a record broken-* I've never stood during lessons so far in this year. HAHAHA!
Ohyes! Mr sim always tell us to bracket the cheem words. But you noe what? he always pronounce it as ''BRRRRA-cket''. so today during his lessons, after hearing him say the word, sheralin and I followed after him. like echo. LOL. funny sia. Anyway, i think nobody dislikes Mr sim la. He's nice generally. (:
Third happening* During maths lesson, we started learning chapter 4. miss chng was writing the question on the board and i was praying in my heart..' dun call me..dun call me..dun call me' Guess what? 'CINDY' she called my name!! i said 'SHIT' so loudly til she could hear it.. and she asked' Hah? u wana shit ah??' hahahaha! mannn. how 'lucky' can i be.
Fourth happening* during GB, we learnt drill from our senior. Then when she was demonstrating us how to receive a badge, i was building castles in the air. actually we've been taught about it last year. but i forgot. haha! then when we were practising...i was thinking that i shoudnt worry for not listening to her before that...as long as i watch how the first person went. Guess what?? The first person she called was 'CINDY'!!!!!!!!!!! instead of 'Yes, ma'am!' i said' wahlao!' hahahaha! everyone laughed. of course, my senior kept warning me not to say that the next time. phew.
what a day today. It rained very heavily...i was a little drenched although i eventually used the umbrella when going home.hahaha. Took same bus as frankie. Talked a little in the bus.. rather funny. (:
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Heyyy! Today was totally awesome. I had a GREAT time in school, class, the coffeeshop, in my room, in front of the computer screen. and whatever i'm doing now. (:
Science lessons have always been the lessons that i look forward to each day.(: we get to rot, sleep, kee siao or listen to what the teacher is teaching. hehe. i chose to kee siao all the way today. (: FUN sia. **ohman my sis is here for the com again!!!** okay, i shall not crap about what had happened during science lesson cause i'm too lazy to think also. heehee. the purpose of blogging today is actually beacuse....
HALIM E-MAILED ME!!! weeeeeeeeeee~ I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so.... happy. hehe. It's like whow!! Wednesdays rock big time. we have chapel service..(: and something good always happens on this day. like for instance, today. (: the last few wednesdays, he smsed me. how nice. (: ohya! last night i dreamt about halim... it was a long story. actually it was only about me meeting him online. =/ hahahahha! so crazy right? LOOK! i dreamt of him, and then he e-mailed me. then just now when revising for tomorrow's maths test i was thinking how nice it would be if he could wish me bestest of luck for tomorrow's maths test. (: then.. he really did. in the e-mail, of course. (:
I'm one lucky girl. (:
Hope i would do well for tomorrow's maths test.
I miss chatting with you, piggy...
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Monday, February 14, 2005
Happy Valentine's Dayy! (:
Today i had a great time with wanhwa,jac and regina plus tricia. NO guys to celebrate with? nevermind. We girls can ''party'' ourselves..hahaha! my sis is rushing me for the com** went to pizza hut to eat lunch. VERY full ah. 7 bucks for the whole meal. good price heh? pizza hut, please thank me. hahaha!
Ohno. i really can't blog anymore. =/ Just wanna give my piggy a kiss!!! mokmok* hehe. don't be jealous, readers! (:
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
wanhwa is totally my angel. She is the sweetest and the best. hahaha.
eh.i wana go eat. and watch shallow hal. Edit some other time. LOL
check it out tomorowww..kae? (:
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Saturday, February 12, 2005
Today i met sara and her sissy plus her jap friend at J8's thai express.
SHE IS SO KAWAII NEH.
Erm, hello. I'm referring to the japanese girl. Her name is NANA. (: how cute. she's all about cuteness. haha! Adeline Oh, my nice nice partner, if u happen to read this.. I admit, she's totally so much more kawaii neh than i am. hahaha! I bet you'll drool when u see her. =/ LOL. lucky you! i didn't bring along my digicam..so couldn't have the chance to take a picture of her. OH. you guys can't see!!! hahahahahha!!! Believe me, i was totally shy when i met her. STOP saying that i acted shy. I was seriously shy alright...
Ohyea! you know, when i'm shy or something, i would really be full of laughters..then i think they couldn't stand my laughters so they kept saying i'm crazy. well. i don't mind. BUT... sara was like telling NANA ..' CRA----ZEE' with some stupid oh-so-act-jap-accent. HELLO!!! you don't have to tell the kawaii neh girl that i'm crazy, do you?? and stop trying to speak in english but with the jap accent. It sounded dopehead-ed. HAHAHHAHAA. Anyway, it was fun when we were there.
After that we went seperate ways. Sara and I went to TAka. On the way in the train... she told me some stuff that i totally cannot believe it. NOt telling here. hahaha! awww... anyway. I spent really too much on valentine's gifts. going broke. BURNT a big hole on my billabong wallet. OHYEA! talking about billabong wallet, i saw a NICE sparkling( at least to me it's sparkling nice) black bong bong wallet. i FELL in love with it. it's love at first sight. [GOOODNESS. wallet also can like that] but since i'm broke, i need somebody to buy it for me. HAHHAHAHHA! who wants to be my angel? heyy people. don't be shy with me okay. let me see. i think i should say something nice to you people first so that you would buy me the wallet. hehe. (:
WANHWA!! you are the prettiest china doll i've ever seen! People will fall in love with your eyes the first time they see you! Your skin, oh it is as brown as nice nice brownies! your mouth.. is even sexier than julia robert's*!!! did i spell her name correctly?* hahaha. ohh your ass is just so lovely.PLEASE BUY ME THE BILLABONG WALLET.
OLGA!!! you are the nicest sister i've ever had. YOUr ass,, it's so damn big and sexy! your eyes, as wild as the ocean! your skin..err. i don't feel like lying so badly* so ..your height! as tall as the giraffe!! your intelligence! yes, you! can't be compared with mine! hahaha!!! erm. JUST GET ME THE WALLET!! and STOP being so stinGY!!!!! or i'l tell you more and more about HALIM!!! hahahaha....
This is getting really tough. NEXT.
GUiYu, JAc, sINyi!! you guys are so perfect! as in.. look so good together! no other girl cliques look as nice as u guys! guiyu..YOUR eyes! as BIg and round like a lollypop! sinyi... your eyelashes as long as my hair!! omgawd. how are you going to open your eyes. i wonder. JAc! oh your weeny eyes... as adorable and innnocent like mine! you guys are just so sweet til ants are spotted to be crawling on YOU!!! oh whatever. I WANT THE WALLET!!!
I sounded like a desperate freako. Few more to go.
SHUHUI and HONGZHen!! You guys are so FUNNY! at least your laughters are. YOUR SKIN! it's as smooth as erm... baby's ass! YOur laziness in handing in homework... is as lazy as ME!!! your humour! errrm. JUSt can't be compared to anyone's!! UGHHH. i'm getting really tired. I want the wallet.......mameeeeey.
AdelIne OH! my nicest partner!! you are so kawaii neh.. YES! you! YES! your cuteness make me drool. yah rite. YOUR talent in drawing animes!!! is as BEST as HALIM's!!! YOUr skin is erm... as fair as snow white's!! RAHH...pulls hair* i'm tired of crapping all these. Hope you guys will be grateful of my compliments that you will buy me the wallet as my b'dae present. (:
I'm sleepy. I'm gonna miss the simple life show.
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Thursday, February 10, 2005
clarissa is so sweet. she asked me if i am sad.
clare :'piggy, u sad ah? froggy hugg u'
aww... thankieww froggy. (: such little things really make me happy.
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This song is by atomic kitten. Cradle. (:
I will rock you like a baby,
I will,Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger,
Shelter you from harm...
There will never be another lover,
Who treats you like I do,
We can drift into forever,
On a love thats made for two...
Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...
I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world...
Baby...
I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live,
One day without your love...
I will kiss you like an angel,baby,
Cradled in my wings,
I will take you up to heaven,
Show you precious things...
If you promise that you love me,
If you promise that you care,
I will be here for you always,
And forever this I swear...
Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...
I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world...
Though you say you want a love,
But you dont think you believe it,
Just open up your heart,
And you know you will recieve it...
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin of you...
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin of you...
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin of you...
i was only, i was only, i was only thinkin... oh baby
aww. how sweet. (:
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I chatted online with S just now. I was totally shocked when she asked me ... 'eh.. you still missing halim ah? 'like WATDA??!! ' i kept 'WAT' 'WAT'...haha. too shocked perhaps. this was part the conversation..
s: eh.. u still missing halim ah?
me: WAt
me: WAT
s: haha.. juz asking.
me: shocked face*. y suddenly ask?
s:u ans me first..
me:erm.. aahem hem. suddenly dunno how to type*
s: haha. ok. i take that as a yes
me: ermm... heart stopped beatin*
s: haha. alrite. nvm.
me: WHY ..bitin nails*
s: i oso leh!! (bitin nails)
us: HAHAHAHA..
s: but i really sumtimes still do think abt him
me: really..den..eh continue
s: huh..nuthing to continue la. jus liddat
me: eh. PLS. i still wana listen.
s: nuthin. really.
s: when i do.. i jus tell myself to stop la
me: WHY
s: he's gone. and he doesn't like me anw..
me: HELLO
me: gulp* eh i wana ask u sumtin
me: las time he told u he'l NEVER be back already heh?
s: he said he willl most probably not cum back
me: watda. idiot dopehead
me: he erm...LIED to me
s: heh.
me: he said he'll COME back
s: maybe he just didn't want to hurt u la
me: heh. Makin stuff WORSE
me: shud haf told me rite.. sapi him ar.
s: hah
me: made me go totally insane
s: wad use is there to be angry wif him now la
***** skip skip*******
me: haf u met him online b4? (afta he went back)
s: no.. u?
me: yep. =/
s: ok..
me: i tell u wen he cums online kay
s: ok.
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Heh. so that was part of it. my goodness. i don't know how i was feeling. I felt like puking. no, that was not what i felt. i felt like crying. but no, i didn't really want to cry. I felt like ...TUUUUUUUUUUUUUT. yes. TUUT feeling. that's how I should describe my feeling. =(
Huh. these few days i'm really sensitive. I felt like as if the whole world doesn't care about me. ESp my friend. She act BIG and stuff.
I want a doraemon. I want his time machine. I want to travel to the past. I want to be with him. forever if possible. I want to change the whole thing. My heart is now feeling so sour. PLease hope i won't cry. because all the tears would not bring him back. The whole thing really souunds like a novel. it seriously shucks. no more SAPI. S, do you actually still blame me? I know.. it was my fault. but i have no idea everything would turn out like this, do i? i am really sorry. I'm such a lousy best friend.
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Heyys! I've got this nice nice song for my blog. FINALLY! (:
It's called Forbidden Love. Hehe. you guys thought this title has got something to do with me heh? hehe.
I love this song a LOT sia. It's from the Jap show Love 2000. (:
Another VERY nice song is Yesterday and Today by Do as infinity. It's the ending song for the Love 2000. Go check it out kay?
No regrets. Serious. (:
Gimme feedback about this song, alrite? (:
I expect a good one kay. hehe.
I forgot something. happy chinese new year to you, piggy. (: contact me soon ,yea? missyareel.lotsa- ='(
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i'm eatin tom yum noodles. (:
heh. Today is chinese new year but it seems like any other days. Erm. just that we got to take angpaos. (: Nothing much happened so far. We went to watch i Do i Do. not bad. erm. though not very satisfying. hehe.
I read her blog again. It's nearly an everyday thing to do.. but this time, i read the archives. Feel like killing her sia. but actually she didn't do anything wrong. GR* what's with you, cindy? =( maybe i felt a little jealous. SAPI sia. jealousy is a sin. nod nod*
Last night frankie smsed me. HAha! It has been months since he last smsed me. He said he hate to be called cute. He claimed that CUTE refers to babies. MAN. he wants to grow up. okok. fine.
Oh goodness. i nearly choked on the soup. phew.
Last night seejay said i am his 'didi'. That's okay. He's my 'meimei'. (:
Erm. Another thing about last night. I listened to some oldie song before i went to sleep. By MLTR. The songs are nice. VEry nice. Best sia. hahaha. I love the first track. but erm. i'm not sure what is the title of the song. =/
Let me go find the lyrics kay. (:
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huh? what are the dots for?? hahaha.
here is the lyrics. (: of the song..(i finally know the title)
You took my heart away. by MLTL. (:
Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you
saw me through
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I'm in love
[Chorus:] You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life
Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I'm in love
[Chorus:]
You took...
Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we'll never be alone ...
hehehe. go figure out why i highlighted those words. Those people who guessed it correctly will get BROWN BROWN on valentine's dayy from me! (: I'm nice, i know.
but erm. i doubt anyone will get it right. haha! grins*
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
heyy. The few of us went to J8 after school today. we took these neoprints. Teehee... ^^
cheena new year??
sapi sia..
wooohooo! we are branded people. (:
Look! Is that a sapi next to wanhwa's head??
So. How's our neoprints? cOol heh. (:
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Monday, February 07, 2005
I'm kinda sad nowadays. wat's with me?? I'm not sure la.
I was happy on Sunday cos' i got to play barbie dolls with my church friends. bleahhs.. that was such a joke. =/
we exchanged crippled jokes and stuff . THEN.. tuut sara went round telling people that i called them ASSHOLE. erm.. i believe she ate something that was not supposed to be eaten in the morning. =/
Anyway, i hope they won't be so sapi to believe her.
My sis told me that i slept toked last night. blink blink* i'm STRESS. well, at least i must be stress. It went like this...
ME: I don't want a violin! I don't want a violin! (turned and faced my sis)
Sis: what violin??
Me: (open one of my eyes) I DON'T WANT A VIOLIN!!!
Sis: Since when you can have a violin?? !!!
Me: Oh yea.. (and went back into my dream)
LOOK! wat's with me last night?? I don't even remember that i opened my eye. and i don't understand why i was talking about violin!! why can't i say something more interesting..or well, at least something that has got to do with the things that's hapening in my real life. My sis still said that i've been talking during my sleep these few days. =/
WEIRD.
Maybe i need somebody's love and care.
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
Yesterday i went to bugis with my mom to shop.
i SAWWWWW her!!!
she was fair. about the same height as me. wear spects.just the simple next-door-girl. shocked sia...
Anyway, pig went online today. BUt i didn't get to chat with him. sighs*
Maybe he forgot to sign out the msn again.
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
i cried like crazy today. actually, the fact is that i nearly cry every single day. but today, i think i really cried my very best. hahahaha. no lah! i was trying to say that i cried like crazy. ohya! some more actually i've told the people around me this morning that i don't plan to cry today. lol. but in the end, i cried. sigh*
why did the kawaii neh girl cry??? because two tuuutin boys bullied her. they pulled her nice nice ponytail and even her poor little fringe. that is totally tooootin. why are they so boliao? does bullying help them de-stress?? TSK. but anyway, she had her revenge. (: proud of her.. ^^ but.. look, if they had not bullied her, she would not have to do those nasty things to them. seriously, this is the first time she had done that. first one- kick the guy like crazy. second one. grabbed and pulled his hair. SHIOK rite. no lor. it's only making everyone unhappy. after the whole thing,...people came up to me sayin..'whoa. cindy..this is the first time i see you like that.' erm. of course la. i'm actually a nice and lovable girl. but warning! i might be dangerous when i explode.
when thought of what had happened just now, i find it totally funny. haha. weird sia. (:
ohya! i was wondering what will happen when i see them in school tomorrow... hmm. a bit malu rite. nevermind. two words for myself. BO CHAP. yes. that's it. that's the attitude i should have. ^^
piggy o piggy.. i want to talk to you.
i wana laugh.
i wana smile all the way.
i want ants to be crawling on me.
i really miss you...
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Ohayo gozaimasu... i'm at home right now instead of being in school.heh.
yesterday was totally a ..erm. how should i describe that? well... 'special' day will do. (:
as i've mentioned in the previous entry, pig went online yesterday. I was actually about to go offline when he came online. haha. how lucky!! couldn't imagine how things would turn out to be if i went offline 5 mins earlier. phew. thank God. (:
erm, the last few days i've been thinking that he was 'cuekin' me cos he didn't reply my smses.. but i was wrong. I finally know the reason why yesterday. he LOST his handphone again.erm..not really again*lol. this time is samsung hp some more. huh! anyway, he said he would be getting a new one in probably 3 weeks time. aww man. valentine's day is erm...2 weeks away! and his birthday is erm... i think it's 3 weeks away. haha. i hope i can keep in contact with him during these special days. i was actually thinking of making a website for him as a bithday or valentine's present. but erm... i'm not sure if i can do it. cutt*** deborah is totally kewt and sweet. she smsed me...'blahblahblah. miss you man.. come tomorrow k? beeep* loves you...'oo my gawd. ants must be crawling on her. deb, i miss you too. you are totally aweesomeee! lol. (: back to the story* erm yah, our conversation was 14 pages long in micro word. haha! finally... i really miss those days when we could chat endlessly. erm.. he was as sweet and funny as usual. he said he misses me lots and lots. me too, piggy. ='( this thing is totally sour. sometimes, i always ask the air*... why must this happen to us??? huh. nevermind. i know there's a bigger picture behind this that we cannot see right now. ** uggghhh. my sis is rushing me for the com. how am i goiing to think???* tuut her sia. i have no choice but to cut the story. =( the ending part was damn emotional. my brother was like playing some songs which made me even sadder!!! so..i really couldn't control my tears. just let it roll lahh. and tadaaa! i was crying and crying in front of the screen. then, i told him some very very...erm. how should i put it...* ahya... jus things that i've been wanting to tell him and have been kept inside my heart. haha. SADLY n TUUTINly, it turned out that he already went offline, and couldn't see my those blahblah msgs!!! ugggh. i think he went off but forgot to sign out or something. TSK! nevermind. there's always another time. (:
ohya! he helped me with my art!!! he suggested to me what i can do n blahblah. my pig is totally talented in art. thumbs up for youu, sayang.. haha! mushy heh. excuse me lah.. (:
