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Sunday, March 19, 2006
I'm listening to jay's song, shan hu hai. It's so so so nice and it makes me feel so emotional whenever i listen to that song.today, i realised something really surprising..yes,it's about my first love.now i think,i always chose to express myself in this blog whenever it has got to do with him.i can't really believe that 2 yrs had just flown away like that.2 yrs seem to be 2 weeks.and why is my love life like a piece of novel?why is it all happening again?we had a heart to heart talk just now.i finally had the chance to tell him that he has always been in my heart. i was like waiting for him..and i am not sure if i am still waiting for him.ok,im being an idiot here.then how about eduw?? yes,i dont know.i mean,i never meant to feel this way.i don't want to..... but i can't control it.I want to be back like how we used to be.but of course,it can never happen that way.but really,fate has proven me wrong.i used to think i can never ever have the chance to see him again.but hey what's happening now.....my little piglet has always been next to him.he place it on his desk and little piglet sleeps next to him every night.til the card that's attached to it tore.haha.he never told me about that.but i never told him that he has always been in my heart.i think about him everytime....oh why why why.I told eduw about this ytd.i told him i love him but only as a bro.i know he doesn't believe that...and i know how afraid he's feeling right now.he doesn't want to lose me..i don't want to. but why am i loving two persons at the same time..it isnt fair. eduw..i'm so so so sorry.
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This is one of the best birthday present i ever had.It is somesort of a miracle that i never thought it would happen. HALIM would be coming to SG!!!!!!!!!!!!his sibling got a scholarship to study here and so he should be accompanying him. and he said he misses me a lot and would catch up with me soon in sg. Ohh GOD. THANK YOU!!!! i felt like flying totally when i heard this news.
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Today is different.I'm like angry and happy the next moment and then whenever i thought abt it again,i get angry again and so i decided to crap it all down here to get over with it.Yes,so today.Early in the morning,i waited for 15 mins for the bus to arrive at my bus stop.It arrived at abt 7.12am and i thought i was going to be late,definitely.so i smsed loysin hoping that she would be late with me.haha.ok and luckily,she took the same bus as me and that comforted me a lot.Then,when we reached school,the gate was still OPEN!!!i thought that was some sort of a miracle that happened.so we qiongggg inside the school and we hid at the PA corners there.haha. OK then comes PE lesson. IT sucks so badly.totally.that round round is totally unreasonable.SUPER.she said before that if we were to skip pe lessons,we have to give her a parents letter.WE DID.and she still wanted us to take PE.like wth??then what is the parents letter for?/?damn sickening.ok that's not all.On the way to the stadium to run or parhaps walk.,something really irritates me.let me mention this once and for all.I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE INTERRUPTS ME WHEN IM TALKING WITH SOMEONE.its WORSE when you just PUSH ME ASIDE AND think you are THAT BIG.i mean which part of you is BIG??IF you think i'm scared of you or something or that you're so much BIGGER than me then let me tell you this. YOU"RE JUST A FREAK to me and i totally can't be bothered with you..I just learned that not only i feel this way..but many too. Time will reveals everything. and one more thing. i can't stand the way you look.Besides this,comes the POA part. I felt like standing up and SCREAM at her. BUt somehow i managed to stay cool and just don't bother what she's saying. It's damn stupid. blaming me because of the ONE simple question i asked????/?!!!!!!!!! I used to respect you,but well it's hard for me now.I've lost the respect for you,teacher.I would still work hard for this subject though.still remembered she used to say that she's a different teacher.she IS understanding. YEAH rite. all craps and nonsense.after school was so much better.Had lunch with loy and guiyu.talk about husbands.HAHHAHA. that was nice.oh and Jac didnt come to school today. Kinda weird. She vomitted. that was quite a shocking news. i never heard of that happening on her. HAHAHAH. ok i think i miss her a little.LITTLE ok.(if jac happens to read this, please sit tight and don't fly.)Well,i just hope that i would have good fun days in school in the days to come and enjoy my last 2 yrs in sec school. :)I think i need to go shopping to release my stress.ohh and somebody caught me lovey doveying with edu on Sat at orchard. haha. we had sort of farewell outing with vivid that day.Had so so much fun..that day was really a memorable one.i'll miss you a lot,a lot,babe.
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CINDY MARIA
Sweet Seventeen
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Waking up everyday with a thankful heart for the blessings from Him.
Because He has a great purpose for her.
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
I'm listening to jay's song, shan hu hai. It's so so so nice and it makes me feel so emotional whenever i listen to that song.today, i realised something really surprising..yes,it's about my first love.now i think,i always chose to express myself in this blog whenever it has got to do with him.i can't really believe that 2 yrs had just flown away like that.2 yrs seem to be 2 weeks.and why is my love life like a piece of novel?why is it all happening again?we had a heart to heart talk just now.i finally had the chance to tell him that he has always been in my heart. i was like waiting for him..and i am not sure if i am still waiting for him.ok,im being an idiot here.then how about eduw?? yes,i dont know.i mean,i never meant to feel this way.i don't want to..... but i can't control it.I want to be back like how we used to be.but of course,it can never happen that way.but really,fate has proven me wrong.i used to think i can never ever have the chance to see him again.but hey what's happening now.....my little piglet has always been next to him.he place it on his desk and little piglet sleeps next to him every night.til the card that's attached to it tore.haha.he never told me about that.but i never told him that he has always been in my heart.i think about him everytime....oh why why why.I told eduw about this ytd.i told him i love him but only as a bro.i know he doesn't believe that...and i know how afraid he's feeling right now.he doesn't want to lose me..i don't want to. but why am i loving two persons at the same time..it isnt fair. eduw..i'm so so so sorry.
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This is one of the best birthday present i ever had.It is somesort of a miracle that i never thought it would happen. HALIM would be coming to SG!!!!!!!!!!!!his sibling got a scholarship to study here and so he should be accompanying him. and he said he misses me a lot and would catch up with me soon in sg. Ohh GOD. THANK YOU!!!! i felt like flying totally when i heard this news.
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Today is different.I'm like angry and happy the next moment and then whenever i thought abt it again,i get angry again and so i decided to crap it all down here to get over with it.Yes,so today.Early in the morning,i waited for 15 mins for the bus to arrive at my bus stop.It arrived at abt 7.12am and i thought i was going to be late,definitely.so i smsed loysin hoping that she would be late with me.haha.ok and luckily,she took the same bus as me and that comforted me a lot.Then,when we reached school,the gate was still OPEN!!!i thought that was some sort of a miracle that happened.so we qiongggg inside the school and we hid at the PA corners there.haha. OK then comes PE lesson. IT sucks so badly.totally.that round round is totally unreasonable.SUPER.she said before that if we were to skip pe lessons,we have to give her a parents letter.WE DID.and she still wanted us to take PE.like wth??then what is the parents letter for?/?damn sickening.ok that's not all.On the way to the stadium to run or parhaps walk.,something really irritates me.let me mention this once and for all.I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE INTERRUPTS ME WHEN IM TALKING WITH SOMEONE.its WORSE when you just PUSH ME ASIDE AND think you are THAT BIG.i mean which part of you is BIG??IF you think i'm scared of you or something or that you're so much BIGGER than me then let me tell you this. YOU"RE JUST A FREAK to me and i totally can't be bothered with you..I just learned that not only i feel this way..but many too. Time will reveals everything. and one more thing. i can't stand the way you look.Besides this,comes the POA part. I felt like standing up and SCREAM at her. BUt somehow i managed to stay cool and just don't bother what she's saying. It's damn stupid. blaming me because of the ONE simple question i asked????/?!!!!!!!!! I used to respect you,but well it's hard for me now.I've lost the respect for you,teacher.I would still work hard for this subject though.still remembered she used to say that she's a different teacher.she IS understanding. YEAH rite. all craps and nonsense.after school was so much better.Had lunch with loy and guiyu.talk about husbands.HAHHAHA. that was nice.oh and Jac didnt come to school today. Kinda weird. She vomitted. that was quite a shocking news. i never heard of that happening on her. HAHAHAH. ok i think i miss her a little.LITTLE ok.(if jac happens to read this, please sit tight and don't fly.)Well,i just hope that i would have good fun days in school in the days to come and enjoy my last 2 yrs in sec school. :)I think i need to go shopping to release my stress.ohh and somebody caught me lovey doveying with edu on Sat at orchard. haha. we had sort of farewell outing with vivid that day.Had so so much fun..that day was really a memorable one.i'll miss you a lot,a lot,babe.
