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Monday, December 05, 2005
okay,here i am to blog again,before i go..it's been obvious that i have PMS.i don't know what's with the world..what's with everybody.i feel so irritated.please let me complain.bear with me for this once.i can no longer bottle up my feelings.my guy made me go mad this morning.i opened my eyes after my sleep,saw vid's sms asking me on why edu suddenly ask abt halim.i already went OMgawd.then sms2 and finally know that he opened my inbox and read those mails.i was so disappointed.i thought i's going to be dead.but after getting angry for like an hour,i calmed down and replied edu's sms.ok,maybe i took 4 hrs to reply.but he was mad at me..i was sensitive,so was he.we take turns everyday.somebody just have to apologise for somehting.EVERYDAY.maybe almost.i just dont understand..what's happening to us??!maybe after 6 mths this always happens.no more lovey doveeeeeey times whereby we wld flyyy when thinking abt each other.now,i find myself finding time for myself.alone. i took very long to reply his sms..and he,gets unhappy bcos of that.HUH.our relationship seems to be on the sands(not yet rocks lah).perhaps,i cant stand long distance relationship..it just,fades away...NEXT person. my mom.she wants me to have maths tuition tomorrow.before we fly.i don't want!! i want to sleeep like a pig on my bed for the last night before i fly.but she insists that i have tuition tomorrow morning.i told her i would continue tuition after we come back but she just doesnt want to listen to me.and she brought up the i-failed-maths issue again.like OKAY.fine.and the worse thing is that she says im lazy. she dint even see how i work hard for my exams. she thinks by having one extra tuition will add to my intelligence and hence,get better results??no way.then i couldnt take it anymore..i told her that she's irritating.actually i felt sooo guilty all the while.i'm so sorry. :[i remembered that last night or this early morning,got this WAAAAAw(super scary) thunder and lightning that woke me up.then after sometime my mom came to our room to have a look at us. i was so touched.i think she still treats us as her little babies..hehe.okay,i shall stop my complains because edu is online.hahahaha. im happy alrdy.ok,im weird.
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Friday, December 02, 2005
miss my updates?? hehehe. i'm leading a happy happy life. :Dyesterday was our 6 mnths anniversary.that's fast right?? but didnt get to kiss n hug..let alone celebrate.but it's okay..we did those in dreamland.HEHEHE.i just watched european gigolo just now.it's M18!!hey people..don't anyhow watch it.*shakes head*it's totally horny.the content is all about sexually stuff.but those who are keen to watch it may borrow the DVD from me.but well,i have to consider whether you can take it or not. HAHAHA.hmm..i know jac is like dying to meet me.hahahaha.i know you miss me.im flying to korea next tuesday. :Dohya..i was browsing my bestie's pics of their prom's nite.i was like..whoww.all dressed up and looked really their best.i cant wait for our turn!!! hehehhe.still 2 yrs down the roaddd...just rcved a testi frm edu's friend.she wished that we would stick together like glue and stamp.HAHAHA. so sweet. :)ohyes.i've been dying to own a cranberry flavoured lip balm from the body shop.they ran out of stock in Plaza sing.Aaaaaghhh.btw,it's really really good.i've been recommending it to almost every gf i met.its thumbs up! trust me..hehe. i thought of buying it for my baby..but its shimmering.so maybe he'll look like a girl if he wears it on his oh-so-red lips. hahahha.i saw this totally awesome candies that contains the 'i love you' message within it.i'm going to get it! (when i have the money......)one more thing!i have not watched mr hairy. i mean harry. hahaha. no fate,i went to queueeee for so long at plaza sg the other day(ytd) and when it was my turn..there was only the front seats available.like whaaaat?so nope,i didnt go ahead and watch it. you guys know what? i've dreamt abt harry potter twice.serious. there's like story lines some more..two different ones.too bad i cant remember them..or else i'll type it all here and i may get famous!!! HAHAHHA.ok.getting nuts.the conclusion is that..if im like dying to get something or watch or whatever it is..i'll keep thinking about it. like exp,my purple skirt.(the one i kept visiting to take a look at it,Jac)i finally BOUGHT it!!!hahahha. i dreamt abt it once. crazy right.ok,i've no control over my dreams.one last thing...today my mom was like asking if i got mad over edu bcos he gave me roses the other time. -.-"i don't like to answer this type of question seriously. it doesnt make sense.. just because she saw my sch organiser when my drawer was opened and she thought of it.that's so amazing...
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CINDY MARIA
Sweet Seventeen
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Waking up everyday with a thankful heart for the blessings from Him.
Because He has a great purpose for her.
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Monday, December 05, 2005
okay,here i am to blog again,before i go..it's been obvious that i have PMS.i don't know what's with the world..what's with everybody.i feel so irritated.please let me complain.bear with me for this once.i can no longer bottle up my feelings.my guy made me go mad this morning.i opened my eyes after my sleep,saw vid's sms asking me on why edu suddenly ask abt halim.i already went OMgawd.then sms2 and finally know that he opened my inbox and read those mails.i was so disappointed.i thought i's going to be dead.but after getting angry for like an hour,i calmed down and replied edu's sms.ok,maybe i took 4 hrs to reply.but he was mad at me..i was sensitive,so was he.we take turns everyday.somebody just have to apologise for somehting.EVERYDAY.maybe almost.i just dont understand..what's happening to us??!maybe after 6 mths this always happens.no more lovey doveeeeeey times whereby we wld flyyy when thinking abt each other.now,i find myself finding time for myself.alone. i took very long to reply his sms..and he,gets unhappy bcos of that.HUH.our relationship seems to be on the sands(not yet rocks lah).perhaps,i cant stand long distance relationship..it just,fades away...NEXT person. my mom.she wants me to have maths tuition tomorrow.before we fly.i don't want!! i want to sleeep like a pig on my bed for the last night before i fly.but she insists that i have tuition tomorrow morning.i told her i would continue tuition after we come back but she just doesnt want to listen to me.and she brought up the i-failed-maths issue again.like OKAY.fine.and the worse thing is that she says im lazy. she dint even see how i work hard for my exams. she thinks by having one extra tuition will add to my intelligence and hence,get better results??no way.then i couldnt take it anymore..i told her that she's irritating.actually i felt sooo guilty all the while.i'm so sorry. :[i remembered that last night or this early morning,got this WAAAAAw(super scary) thunder and lightning that woke me up.then after sometime my mom came to our room to have a look at us. i was so touched.i think she still treats us as her little babies..hehe.okay,i shall stop my complains because edu is online.hahahaha. im happy alrdy.ok,im weird.
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Friday, December 02, 2005
miss my updates?? hehehe. i'm leading a happy happy life. :Dyesterday was our 6 mnths anniversary.that's fast right?? but didnt get to kiss n hug..let alone celebrate.but it's okay..we did those in dreamland.HEHEHE.i just watched european gigolo just now.it's M18!!hey people..don't anyhow watch it.*shakes head*it's totally horny.the content is all about sexually stuff.but those who are keen to watch it may borrow the DVD from me.but well,i have to consider whether you can take it or not. HAHAHA.hmm..i know jac is like dying to meet me.hahahaha.i know you miss me.im flying to korea next tuesday. :Dohya..i was browsing my bestie's pics of their prom's nite.i was like..whoww.all dressed up and looked really their best.i cant wait for our turn!!! hehehhe.still 2 yrs down the roaddd...just rcved a testi frm edu's friend.she wished that we would stick together like glue and stamp.HAHAHA. so sweet. :)ohyes.i've been dying to own a cranberry flavoured lip balm from the body shop.they ran out of stock in Plaza sing.Aaaaaghhh.btw,it's really really good.i've been recommending it to almost every gf i met.its thumbs up! trust me..hehe. i thought of buying it for my baby..but its shimmering.so maybe he'll look like a girl if he wears it on his oh-so-red lips. hahahha.i saw this totally awesome candies that contains the 'i love you' message within it.i'm going to get it! (when i have the money......)one more thing!i have not watched mr hairy. i mean harry. hahaha. no fate,i went to queueeee for so long at plaza sg the other day(ytd) and when it was my turn..there was only the front seats available.like whaaaat?so nope,i didnt go ahead and watch it. you guys know what? i've dreamt abt harry potter twice.serious. there's like story lines some more..two different ones.too bad i cant remember them..or else i'll type it all here and i may get famous!!! HAHAHHA.ok.getting nuts.the conclusion is that..if im like dying to get something or watch or whatever it is..i'll keep thinking about it. like exp,my purple skirt.(the one i kept visiting to take a look at it,Jac)i finally BOUGHT it!!!hahahha. i dreamt abt it once. crazy right.ok,i've no control over my dreams.one last thing...today my mom was like asking if i got mad over edu bcos he gave me roses the other time. -.-"i don't like to answer this type of question seriously. it doesnt make sense.. just because she saw my sch organiser when my drawer was opened and she thought of it.that's so amazing...
