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♥ Tuesday, April 17, 2007
10:57 PM

Okay we are talking now. :S awkward.
Hey readers, i think i better warn you first since u are reading this. I think my blog will most probably be full of my love life and nothing much.
It will be boring, yes, i must admit.
Anyway,today i watched a few of my classmates play piano in the school hall. and they really inspire me and make me wanna play and learn it all over again. I was really amazed at how they could play so well and...I just wanted to be like them. I want to be able to play and enjoy it, not hating it. Sometimes it's like that....I just cant seem to be a little more patient with myself, or have more perseverance. I think i seriously need to learn it, before i have to regret many more things in life.
Just to update on the current situation right now...i think i'm coping quite well. Yep,somehow,somewhat...im not crying. I think i am numb to it already. NO smses, no calls, no sayang here and there..but im still good. HEHE. just a little lonely at times.
While waiting for bus 76, i read back the smses from the 'sent items' and i questioned myself. I couldnt believe we were talking like that...just about 2 weeks ago, everything seemed to be fine.
okay,right now i feel cold all of a sudden. You know, it's the type of feeling that you'll get when u cant seem to accept the fact or something. AGH, im also not sure... I tend to get goosebumps also when these happen...accompanied with coldness. SHIVERS.
Mid-year exams are around the corner. we're left with about 2 weeks to study.
I feel kinda pressurised when i look at my friends who are starting to do HARDCORE revisions.
A little worried and scared but well, it's just what i need right now.
I am someone who needs a PUSHER.
please 'push' me. HAHAHa.




Esther played this song just now, entitled There you'll be.. by Faith Hill.

When I think back on these times,
and the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad cause I was blessed to get,
to have you in my life
When I look back on these days,
I'll look and see your face
You're right there for me In my dreams
I'll always see you soar above the skies
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Well, you showed me how it feels,
to feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all,
the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through,
oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar above the skies
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I wanna thank you now for all the ways,
you were right there for me
You were right there for me,
oh, yeah In my dreams
I'll always see you soar above the skies
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
There you'll be.


...... Hope someday i'll be able to play this piece of song.