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♥ Monday, January 09, 2006

8:14 PM

HELLO.
i havent been blogging since ages ago. actually i miss blogging...but somehow i got really busy with i also don't know what.ok please let me sigh.do you realise i hardly typed 'sigh'??
i havent been really happy as you can see.where should i start??
well.this new year..i got in to a new class. 3 joy..sounds so nice..but i dont think i have bonded with the class yet.i got the chance during the camp,yes.but i didnt make good use of it.i'm like..so desperate to get home.i just dont like the rain and the weather!!!!the water for bathing!!just all..i couldnt stand it.ESpecially the games that involves with heights.let me make this clear.CINDY me is so scared of height.im seriously so scared of it.but i was forced to play..i just couldnt do it..and i was already feeling so giddy.what if i really climbed up and fall frm it??wouldnt i faint??
ok so i was sent to the sickbay to rest.and then..mr lai checked on me n another cindy and we were asked if we wanted to go home.ok well,my ans was of course a YES.i miss home so much..and here comes the shocking part...
I suddenly felt like not leaving the camp..but i wanted to get home real soon too.Reg was like telling me to stay..and i really dint know what to do.if i chose to stay..how will i survive with the rain n all??if i go home,how abt my friend?? i've tried so badly to ask the tchrs to let us go home..but thats sorta impossible...i ended up leaving the camp,hurting ppl's feelings.
right now,im feeling extra hopeless.
i'm sorry.really i am.

i just pray that we would slowly get closer and learn to love our class and the new friends around us. Best wishes for all.

and i miss those good all times we used to have last year.i miss you guys!!!!i suddenly remember how we used to dislike the class so badly.we dint have camp..but we could really bond with the class!!that's impressive right??maybe we really need time to achieve that.
sec1 was great.sec2 was awesome.and i hope sec3 will be fantastic.will it?....

♥ Monday, January 09, 2006

8:14 PM

HELLO.
i havent been blogging since ages ago. actually i miss blogging...but somehow i got really busy with i also don't know what.ok please let me sigh.do you realise i hardly typed 'sigh'??
i havent been really happy as you can see.where should i start??
well.this new year..i got in to a new class. 3 joy..sounds so nice..but i dont think i have bonded with the class yet.i got the chance during the camp,yes.but i didnt make good use of it.i'm like..so desperate to get home.i just dont like the rain and the weather!!!!the water for bathing!!just all..i couldnt stand it.ESpecially the games that involves with heights.let me make this clear.CINDY me is so scared of height.im seriously so scared of it.but i was forced to play..i just couldnt do it..and i was already feeling so giddy.what if i really climbed up and fall frm it??wouldnt i faint??
ok so i was sent to the sickbay to rest.and then..mr lai checked on me n another cindy and we were asked if we wanted to go home.ok well,my ans was of course a YES.i miss home so much..and here comes the shocking part...
I suddenly felt like not leaving the camp..but i wanted to get home real soon too.Reg was like telling me to stay..and i really dint know what to do.if i chose to stay..how will i survive with the rain n all??if i go home,how abt my friend?? i've tried so badly to ask the tchrs to let us go home..but thats sorta impossible...i ended up leaving the camp,hurting ppl's feelings.
right now,im feeling extra hopeless.
i'm sorry.really i am.

i just pray that we would slowly get closer and learn to love our class and the new friends around us. Best wishes for all.

and i miss those good all times we used to have last year.i miss you guys!!!!i suddenly remember how we used to dislike the class so badly.we dint have camp..but we could really bond with the class!!that's impressive right??maybe we really need time to achieve that.
sec1 was great.sec2 was awesome.and i hope sec3 will be fantastic.will it?....