Today,Friday 11 nov 2005 Edward flew back to Jakarta.Everything was so emotional these past few days.Imagine us..who used to meet up everyday-well..almost,and now we wouldn't be able to see each other for 51 days.that is like..2 years to us.I miss him.Right now,since the very second that we parted just now.We've been meeting every single day and spending as much time as possible together since monday.I can't believe that he's in Jkt right now.
My eyes are swollen.I think i've cried more than 8 times today.The tears thingy started since last night when i was talking on the phone with him.Hmm.how should i start my whole journal?so much and i really mean so much things had happened.Let me pen down evrything that comes to my mind right now. I saw him cry jus now.We cried together in terminal 2.while we were sitting down and i felt his tears as it dropped on my cheek.Both of us cried together and i was telling him..that we are still going to meet each other evry single day.in dreamland.and we're gona see each other again soon.he couldn't talk.he was really crying.i was too. he said he has been holding back his tears.and felt better after crying it out.at that point of time when i watch him cry as i cry,i could really feel his love towards me. i think i went to the toilet thrice to wash my face.but whenever im out,i see my baby edu again,tears start to well up in my eyes.i really can't bear to see him leave.the feeling was awful.i know..he is coming back.i'm going to be in his arms again on 1 january 2006.see him get taller..cuter..machoer??hahaha.i told him not to be hornier.anyway we promised each other not to cry anymore when we parted.
Ohya,i remembered about the gifts that we exchanged before we parted.both were surprises.i wrote him on a card that has a shape n pic of a jar that's full of love stored in it. i filled the card last night.i cried last night.he too,surprisingly.then,accompanying the card,i gave him a candy cane.Jac knows this candy.(he bought it in candy empire with you arnd.hehe)i asked him in the card if he rem when we used to lick it together..hahaha.what else? hm.he kept his promise that he would only read it on the plane but he broke the promise that he wouldn't cry anymore.he did when he read the card.well,i broke my promise too.in the mrt,after he called..i cried. OKAY.we are CRYBABIES.but this is all about love,okay.. hehehhe.Let me mention what he gave to me..a simple painting,a sweet bunch of lollipops for me to lick one each week without him arnd and the special item that he wanted me to think back about where it came from.Many and so much sweet memories we had when we were in that shop.I rem there's this musical thingy that works like a .(i dunno wat)..so when you wind it,the music plays.then there's so much pieces to choose from and we hear it one by one.the music was beautiful.it was awesome.then edu was like 'cindy..hear this.'as he went closer to me..it was wedding march.i was like..smiling all the way.??isn't he sweet? heheh.guess what? Even the shopkeepers know that we are each other's baby.IMAGINe. hahaha.(refer to prev post)
we took a lot of pics since monday..to keep as a memory.hehe.had so much fun everyday.I think with edward around,i feel as if i'm the happiest girl in the whole world.he loves me so much.i love him so much too.
Just now he made me so so so so so so worried.i can't remember when i last felt that way.he did not sms me to tell me if he's reached jkt safely at all.there wasnt any respond from him..i msged him,i called him but just no answer from him.I was totally lost and i really dint know what to do.I was like going madder.Okay i know you guys think i'm already a little insane at times.so erm..i cried. again,yes again.If my eyes dont swell up tmr then it's a miracle. well..i managed to have the courage to sms his mom's hp number to ask if he's reached.Thanks to my BEST didi lah.He was there for me when i was like going to hougang chalet.(going nuts bcos of all the worries)giving me possible reasons of why he didn't on his hp n etc. thanks. (:
I'm sooooooooooo glad and relief that my baby is fine.I can't,really can't afford to lose him all if a sudden.because i'm so madly in love with him. i wana see him again. Thank you,God. (:
for those who've read this far..lota applause for you!hehehe.it's a loooooooong post. u know now how much i love edu. hahaha.
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CINDY MARIA
Sweet Seventeen
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Friday, November 11, 2005
10:57 PM
Today,Friday 11 nov 2005 Edward flew back to Jakarta.Everything was so emotional these past few days.Imagine us..who used to meet up everyday-well..almost,and now we wouldn't be able to see each other for 51 days.that is like..2 years to us.I miss him.Right now,since the very second that we parted just now.We've been meeting every single day and spending as much time as possible together since monday.I can't believe that he's in Jkt right now.
My eyes are swollen.I think i've cried more than 8 times today.The tears thingy started since last night when i was talking on the phone with him.Hmm.how should i start my whole journal?so much and i really mean so much things had happened.Let me pen down evrything that comes to my mind right now. I saw him cry jus now.We cried together in terminal 2.while we were sitting down and i felt his tears as it dropped on my cheek.Both of us cried together and i was telling him..that we are still going to meet each other evry single day.in dreamland.and we're gona see each other again soon.he couldn't talk.he was really crying.i was too. he said he has been holding back his tears.and felt better after crying it out.at that point of time when i watch him cry as i cry,i could really feel his love towards me. i think i went to the toilet thrice to wash my face.but whenever im out,i see my baby edu again,tears start to well up in my eyes.i really can't bear to see him leave.the feeling was awful.i know..he is coming back.i'm going to be in his arms again on 1 january 2006.see him get taller..cuter..machoer??hahaha.i told him not to be hornier.anyway we promised each other not to cry anymore when we parted.
Ohya,i remembered about the gifts that we exchanged before we parted.both were surprises.i wrote him on a card that has a shape n pic of a jar that's full of love stored in it. i filled the card last night.i cried last night.he too,surprisingly.then,accompanying the card,i gave him a candy cane.Jac knows this candy.(he bought it in candy empire with you arnd.hehe)i asked him in the card if he rem when we used to lick it together..hahaha.what else? hm.he kept his promise that he would only read it on the plane but he broke the promise that he wouldn't cry anymore.he did when he read the card.well,i broke my promise too.in the mrt,after he called..i cried. OKAY.we are CRYBABIES.but this is all about love,okay.. hehehhe.Let me mention what he gave to me..a simple painting,a sweet bunch of lollipops for me to lick one each week without him arnd and the special item that he wanted me to think back about where it came from.Many and so much sweet memories we had when we were in that shop.I rem there's this musical thingy that works like a .(i dunno wat)..so when you wind it,the music plays.then there's so much pieces to choose from and we hear it one by one.the music was beautiful.it was awesome.then edu was like 'cindy..hear this.'as he went closer to me..it was wedding march.i was like..smiling all the way.??isn't he sweet? heheh.guess what? Even the shopkeepers know that we are each other's baby.IMAGINe. hahaha.(refer to prev post)
we took a lot of pics since monday..to keep as a memory.hehe.had so much fun everyday.I think with edward around,i feel as if i'm the happiest girl in the whole world.he loves me so much.i love him so much too.
Just now he made me so so so so so so worried.i can't remember when i last felt that way.he did not sms me to tell me if he's reached jkt safely at all.there wasnt any respond from him..i msged him,i called him but just no answer from him.I was totally lost and i really dint know what to do.I was like going madder.Okay i know you guys think i'm already a little insane at times.so erm..i cried. again,yes again.If my eyes dont swell up tmr then it's a miracle. well..i managed to have the courage to sms his mom's hp number to ask if he's reached.Thanks to my BEST didi lah.He was there for me when i was like going to hougang chalet.(going nuts bcos of all the worries)giving me possible reasons of why he didn't on his hp n etc. thanks. (:
I'm sooooooooooo glad and relief that my baby is fine.I can't,really can't afford to lose him all if a sudden.because i'm so madly in love with him. i wana see him again. Thank you,God. (:
for those who've read this far..lota applause for you!hehehe.it's a loooooooong post. u know now how much i love edu. hahaha.
