I looked into my heart and i think he is there. 'don't wana lose to emptiness..never again..' that's what i'm listening to right now. hehe. well, so much and i mean really much things have happened since last saturday. 30.07.05. all about the East Coast happenings and well, i didn't really want to pen this down. Just a beautiful and special moments to remember yet a day which made me really think a lot and waking me up from my dreams.. we had fun. gy,sy,didi,jac and edw. we had a long walk on the beach.. rent bikes.. had a nice time chatting.. about his family.. more of his dad. yepp and..just some special moments. he brought me to this fishing area..well i don't know what it's called. and it was already dark. still remembered that moment when the dark sky was filled with fireworks all of a sudden. it was ..should i say astonishing? we ended up late when returning the bike..but the auntie didn't say anything.haha. then we sat on the nearest 'barrier' thingy. that was everything. i mean.. something that i was guilty about..?? maybe there was something within me.. i mean. i wasn't myself. i don't know. that has gotten me into trouble and almost real big trouble. that Sunday was just omgawd. not only that..even my bestie said i've changed.my sis said so also. and maybe some of you guys too.. i was really sad. was it because of him?? or what?? i had a good talk with my maid. haha. she's whow you know.. she's like my real good friend. always helping me solve my problems. =) glad to have her.. ohyea. my elder sis was like telling my maid that i've been talking in my sleep since saturday. THAT saturday. i was like.. ohmannn! what have i said?? ... and the thing is that she asked her to visit me in my room while i am sleeping at 12-2am to hear what i say.. that is super DUMB. anyway.. let's skip a lot of parts. it's like.. tearing a few pages in my storybook. wahahha. ok today. we met up at 3 plus. I guessed i've made him wait for me for quite some time cos he said 2 of my buses have passed. haha. my poor darling. ok anyway we went in the Novena Sq and surprisingly...saw quite a few PHS students. all sec2s. like...what's so special today?? hahaha. the TUUUUT thing is that. when we walked passed ESPRIT..saw ben ee n rachel wong (i'm not sure if there are others) ..and they must have seen me.with him. superpower eyes. SHARP. it's as if all the clothes have got mirror attached to them that's why they could see my reflection while looking at the clothes. like WHOW. and they ran out of the shop..just to call ' cindy maria!!!' like... whow. was there a need to do so?? anyway heard them saying 'byeee...' even though i didn't even bother to turn my head around. -.-" hahahah. then we went to pizza hut at United Sq. that's where all the sugary moments happened. hehe. at first he sat opposite me..then he asked me if he could move and sit next to me instead..( i think it was also good cos don't have to stare at each other and see each other eat. it's kinda awkward you knoww...) yea,so he sat next to me. and he ordered a set meal and me? salsa nachos. >> it sucks. ok anyway. he fed me with the soup...a few times before i fed him. hehe. then while i was feeding him i said..'like feeding baby liddat..' then he suddenly said.. 'you're my baby...' i was like.. omgawdd.. hahahhaha. and then erm.. brain jam* oh i replied. 'big baby..' hahahha. ok well, that's about it. HAHAHA.
a year has passed. but it seemed only like yesterday. I've been happy. have you? I dare not imagine how it would be like if you were still here with me. sometimes. i still think of you.
PROFILE ♥
CINDY MARIA
Sweet Seventeen
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Waking up everyday with a thankful heart for the blessings from Him.
Because He has a great purpose for her.
♥
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
6:39 PM
I looked into my heart and i think he is there. 'don't wana lose to emptiness..never again..' that's what i'm listening to right now. hehe. well, so much and i mean really much things have happened since last saturday. 30.07.05. all about the East Coast happenings and well, i didn't really want to pen this down. Just a beautiful and special moments to remember yet a day which made me really think a lot and waking me up from my dreams.. we had fun. gy,sy,didi,jac and edw. we had a long walk on the beach.. rent bikes.. had a nice time chatting.. about his family.. more of his dad. yepp and..just some special moments. he brought me to this fishing area..well i don't know what it's called. and it was already dark. still remembered that moment when the dark sky was filled with fireworks all of a sudden. it was ..should i say astonishing? we ended up late when returning the bike..but the auntie didn't say anything.haha. then we sat on the nearest 'barrier' thingy. that was everything. i mean.. something that i was guilty about..?? maybe there was something within me.. i mean. i wasn't myself. i don't know. that has gotten me into trouble and almost real big trouble. that Sunday was just omgawd. not only that..even my bestie said i've changed.my sis said so also. and maybe some of you guys too.. i was really sad. was it because of him?? or what?? i had a good talk with my maid. haha. she's whow you know.. she's like my real good friend. always helping me solve my problems. =) glad to have her.. ohyea. my elder sis was like telling my maid that i've been talking in my sleep since saturday. THAT saturday. i was like.. ohmannn! what have i said?? ... and the thing is that she asked her to visit me in my room while i am sleeping at 12-2am to hear what i say.. that is super DUMB. anyway.. let's skip a lot of parts. it's like.. tearing a few pages in my storybook. wahahha. ok today. we met up at 3 plus. I guessed i've made him wait for me for quite some time cos he said 2 of my buses have passed. haha. my poor darling. ok anyway we went in the Novena Sq and surprisingly...saw quite a few PHS students. all sec2s. like...what's so special today?? hahaha. the TUUUUT thing is that. when we walked passed ESPRIT..saw ben ee n rachel wong (i'm not sure if there are others) ..and they must have seen me.with him. superpower eyes. SHARP. it's as if all the clothes have got mirror attached to them that's why they could see my reflection while looking at the clothes. like WHOW. and they ran out of the shop..just to call ' cindy maria!!!' like... whow. was there a need to do so?? anyway heard them saying 'byeee...' even though i didn't even bother to turn my head around. -.-" hahahah. then we went to pizza hut at United Sq. that's where all the sugary moments happened. hehe. at first he sat opposite me..then he asked me if he could move and sit next to me instead..( i think it was also good cos don't have to stare at each other and see each other eat. it's kinda awkward you knoww...) yea,so he sat next to me. and he ordered a set meal and me? salsa nachos. >> it sucks. ok anyway. he fed me with the soup...a few times before i fed him. hehe. then while i was feeding him i said..'like feeding baby liddat..' then he suddenly said.. 'you're my baby...' i was like.. omgawdd.. hahahhaha. and then erm.. brain jam* oh i replied. 'big baby..' hahahha. ok well, that's about it. HAHAHA.
a year has passed. but it seemed only like yesterday. I've been happy. have you? I dare not imagine how it would be like if you were still here with me. sometimes. i still think of you.
