I totally have no idea why i was so sensitive just now. I cried and i was selfish enough not to answer more than 10 of his calls and reply his smses. Got him panic and made him cry. my poor baby, i'm so sorry. i really didn't mean it. off my hp twice. then on again. called my voicemail and heard him apologising..then started to cry again. It's totally crazy. n yeah, i bet he was crying cos his voice was different. haix. what's with me.. cried for the second time bcos of him over a small matter. It wasn't even his fault. anw he even called vivid..to call me i think. and the whole hostel must have seen him cry jus now. how am i going to face them next time sia.. hahaha. but because of this dumb happening, i realised something. he really cares for me. i do too. :) it won't happen again okie baby.. then just now when i finally smsed him.. like whow.. everyone frm his hostel who are onlinewas like telling me how happy he was.. hahha. we chat with vivid..then had fun. made vivid the light bulb.hahahaha. ohya. edw asked me out to esplanade to watch the fireworks tonight.. but i didn't go with him. don't think i can sneak out frm my house. hahahah. yayyy. he went online again... he said i'm half of his soul. awww. i'm melting. ohyes! just now when chatting with vivid... he said ' cindyy aku cinta sama kamu..' then i said i was melting. hahaha. then when i say back..he said he was flying. HAHAHAHA. then i go catch him. owhmygawd. so sweet rite. hahahahah.
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CINDY MARIA
Sweet Seventeen
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
6:07 PM
I totally have no idea why i was so sensitive just now. I cried and i was selfish enough not to answer more than 10 of his calls and reply his smses. Got him panic and made him cry. my poor baby, i'm so sorry. i really didn't mean it. off my hp twice. then on again. called my voicemail and heard him apologising..then started to cry again. It's totally crazy. n yeah, i bet he was crying cos his voice was different. haix. what's with me.. cried for the second time bcos of him over a small matter. It wasn't even his fault. anw he even called vivid..to call me i think. and the whole hostel must have seen him cry jus now. how am i going to face them next time sia.. hahaha. but because of this dumb happening, i realised something. he really cares for me. i do too. :) it won't happen again okie baby.. then just now when i finally smsed him.. like whow.. everyone frm his hostel who are onlinewas like telling me how happy he was.. hahha. we chat with vivid..then had fun. made vivid the light bulb.hahahaha. ohya. edw asked me out to esplanade to watch the fireworks tonight.. but i didn't go with him. don't think i can sneak out frm my house. hahahah. yayyy. he went online again... he said i'm half of his soul. awww. i'm melting. ohyes! just now when chatting with vivid... he said ' cindyy aku cinta sama kamu..' then i said i was melting. hahaha. then when i say back..he said he was flying. HAHAHAHA. then i go catch him. owhmygawd. so sweet rite. hahahahah.
