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Friday, August 26, 2005
I'm so glad that everything seems so fine right now.
5 more days and tadaaaa.. our 3rd month together. ^^ that's fast heh.but also slow.. it's like as if we've spent at least a year together.. haha.
sometimes i can't believe that i've him..it seems that yesterday i was still thinking and crying over halim..
well.. i'm really gonna cherish every moment with him. I've really learnt a lesson. and yes,i'm so afraid of parting. imagine someone you love so much simply have to leave you all of a sudden. that feeling really sucks alright. you feel so so empty.
I was silly. I thought of breaking up for the slightest things.
sometimes i really feel so lucky. i have someone out there to care so much about me. and someone i can always turn to when i am feeling un-okay. haha. and that someone is edward. (:
today i finally met him again after 5 days?? haha. 5 days seem nothing to others but seriously..i felt a little weird if i don't see him for quite sometime.anyway. both of us are sick. we DID NOT spread to each other ok. hahaha. * pls stop thinking what you are thinking.
we shopped for vivian's>> edw's schmate. present. we were invited to her birthday party tomorrow.. but well. i won't be able to go. they're bbq-ing...i'm still sick. haha. bytheway. we went to paragon to look for chocolates.. and we saw fiona xie!! she was blue. hahaha. could only remember she wore something blueee. edw spotted her. HAHAHA.
ok well. i still met her just now.. in taka. she's pretty. and her friend who's with her was also pretty. i was like.. huhh. wahh. uuuh..i don't know exactly how to say it.. haha. erm. it seems that 8 out of 10 girls that i've met(who are his friends)are really pretty.
i started to think quite a lot. like.. why didn't he choose them or whatever.. erm altho sometimes he say that i'm. HAHAHA. ok. sweet talk.
well. i told my maid and she say i should be happy about it. i think i should. but i just feel ..... sigh. i think he loves me way to much than i do? i'm not sure. this is just so.... crap. hahahha.
ohya. while we were walking towards the bus stop in front of heeren, we saw a few sec4s.
they're like.. scanning me??? looking from head to toe. like hello?? so what if you're bigger?? i think it's more of... OLDer??
they think they're so big. eew. bimbos.
let's drop this subject.
aha...another thing. just now edw told me to buy teenage's next issue.. he's dedicated someting to me i think. heheh.
how sweet... anyway. i think my drowsy med is in action...
i feel so drifteddd awayyyy... haha.
i must work hard. extra hard.
no more f9..
i must know how to cope with them. (:
♥
Friday, August 26, 2005
I'm so glad that everything seems so fine right now.
5 more days and tadaaaa.. our 3rd month together. ^^ that's fast heh.but also slow.. it's like as if we've spent at least a year together.. haha.
sometimes i can't believe that i've him..it seems that yesterday i was still thinking and crying over halim..
well.. i'm really gonna cherish every moment with him. I've really learnt a lesson. and yes,i'm so afraid of parting. imagine someone you love so much simply have to leave you all of a sudden. that feeling really sucks alright. you feel so so empty.
I was silly. I thought of breaking up for the slightest things.
sometimes i really feel so lucky. i have someone out there to care so much about me. and someone i can always turn to when i am feeling un-okay. haha. and that someone is edward. (:
today i finally met him again after 5 days?? haha. 5 days seem nothing to others but seriously..i felt a little weird if i don't see him for quite sometime.anyway. both of us are sick. we DID NOT spread to each other ok. hahaha. * pls stop thinking what you are thinking.
we shopped for vivian's>> edw's schmate. present. we were invited to her birthday party tomorrow.. but well. i won't be able to go. they're bbq-ing...i'm still sick. haha. bytheway. we went to paragon to look for chocolates.. and we saw fiona xie!! she was blue. hahaha. could only remember she wore something blueee. edw spotted her. HAHAHA.
ok well. i still met her just now.. in taka. she's pretty. and her friend who's with her was also pretty. i was like.. huhh. wahh. uuuh..i don't know exactly how to say it.. haha. erm. it seems that 8 out of 10 girls that i've met(who are his friends)are really pretty.
i started to think quite a lot. like.. why didn't he choose them or whatever.. erm altho sometimes he say that i'm. HAHAHA. ok. sweet talk.
well. i told my maid and she say i should be happy about it. i think i should. but i just feel ..... sigh. i think he loves me way to much than i do? i'm not sure. this is just so.... crap. hahahha.
ohya. while we were walking towards the bus stop in front of heeren, we saw a few sec4s.
they're like.. scanning me??? looking from head to toe. like hello?? so what if you're bigger?? i think it's more of... OLDer??
they think they're so big. eew. bimbos.
let's drop this subject.
aha...another thing. just now edw told me to buy teenage's next issue.. he's dedicated someting to me i think. heheh.
how sweet... anyway. i think my drowsy med is in action...
i feel so drifteddd awayyyy... haha.
i must work hard. extra hard.
no more f9..
i must know how to cope with them. (:
