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Saturday, July 09, 2005
today i was really weird. i cried for nothing.. Went out with Mich to cityhall and then supposed to meet up with edward at cityhall also. But it turned out that he changed his mind and he wanted to go to sentosa with his friends,bringing me along.. i didn't really want to go but i didn't know how to decline. so i just kept it to myself..but was quite unhappy. then somemore he was so fickle minded. kept changing his mind whether to meet me in Orchard or Cityhall.. i was quite pissed. then in the end i waited for him at cityhall mrt station. then was like 'watching' the couple standing in front of me quarreling. -.-" then erm.. i was also thinking a lot of stuff.
At that moment i thought of breaking up with him. ok. I was INSANE. i just felt that i wasn't ready to go into such serious relationship now. he's like.. loving me too much? yes. i feel bad about this. sometimes i think i need a break. It's like.. everyweek i've to dig and dig my wardrobe to find something nice to wear and stuff. have to look my best and stuff all the time...
sometimes... i'm just tired of that.
but i know i can't just give up and stop halfway here.
erm..so while waiting.. i saw shilin n liying but didnt' bother to call them..
and then saw JACQUELINE ZHANG. yah. shocked. but like.. 'heyyy...jac is here'
ok. i'll update it again tomorrow. sis is using the com.
-.-"
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CINDY MARIA
Sweet Seventeen
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Waking up everyday with a thankful heart for the blessings from Him.
Because He has a great purpose for her.
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
today i was really weird. i cried for nothing.. Went out with Mich to cityhall and then supposed to meet up with edward at cityhall also. But it turned out that he changed his mind and he wanted to go to sentosa with his friends,bringing me along.. i didn't really want to go but i didn't know how to decline. so i just kept it to myself..but was quite unhappy. then somemore he was so fickle minded. kept changing his mind whether to meet me in Orchard or Cityhall.. i was quite pissed. then in the end i waited for him at cityhall mrt station. then was like 'watching' the couple standing in front of me quarreling. -.-" then erm.. i was also thinking a lot of stuff.
At that moment i thought of breaking up with him. ok. I was INSANE. i just felt that i wasn't ready to go into such serious relationship now. he's like.. loving me too much? yes. i feel bad about this. sometimes i think i need a break. It's like.. everyweek i've to dig and dig my wardrobe to find something nice to wear and stuff. have to look my best and stuff all the time...
sometimes... i'm just tired of that.
but i know i can't just give up and stop halfway here.
erm..so while waiting.. i saw shilin n liying but didnt' bother to call them..
and then saw JACQUELINE ZHANG. yah. shocked. but like.. 'heyyy...jac is here'
ok. i'll update it again tomorrow. sis is using the com.
-.-"
