I've finally seen the bigger picture that I've been waiting to see. That guy fucks. He does alright? The best thing that could ever happen is that he LEFT for good. I thank God for that. Why didn't I like.. went to bathe first before i use the com?? WHY?!! I got to meet an asshole that only knows how to break people's heart. I was actually still caring so much that all the messages from IT might be all gone. It even got me sad. I'm an idiot. I have been one big idiot. All the tears I've been shedding is totally idioting. I've wasted so much tears without me realising. Why didn't this happen last year or something??? You're an asshole. It is the biggest mistake to have known you and even been part of my life. I was blinded.
From this moment. Life has begun. I will HATE you.. I promise you this. Go away. Just get out of my sight. my mind. my heart.
PROFILE ♥
CINDY MARIA
Sweet Seventeen
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Waking up everyday with a thankful heart for the blessings from Him.
Because He has a great purpose for her.
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
9:32 PM
I've finally seen the bigger picture that I've been waiting to see. That guy fucks. He does alright? The best thing that could ever happen is that he LEFT for good. I thank God for that. Why didn't I like.. went to bathe first before i use the com?? WHY?!! I got to meet an asshole that only knows how to break people's heart. I was actually still caring so much that all the messages from IT might be all gone. It even got me sad. I'm an idiot. I have been one big idiot. All the tears I've been shedding is totally idioting. I've wasted so much tears without me realising. Why didn't this happen last year or something??? You're an asshole. It is the biggest mistake to have known you and even been part of my life. I was blinded.
From this moment. Life has begun. I will HATE you.. I promise you this. Go away. Just get out of my sight. my mind. my heart.
