Ohayo gozaimasu... i'm at home right now instead of being in school.heh.
yesterday was totally a ..erm. how should i describe that? well... 'special' day will do. (: as i've mentioned in the previous entry, pig went online yesterday. I was actually about to go offline when he came online. haha. how lucky!! couldn't imagine how things would turn out to be if i went offline 5 mins earlier. phew. thank God. (: erm, the last few days i've been thinking that he was 'cuekin' me cos he didn't reply my smses.. but i was wrong. I finally know the reason why yesterday. he LOST his handphone again.erm..not really again*lol. this time is samsung hp some more. huh! anyway, he said he would be getting a new one in probably 3 weeks time. aww man. valentine's day is erm...2 weeks away! and his birthday is erm... i think it's 3 weeks away. haha. i hope i can keep in contact with him during these special days. i was actually thinking of making a website for him as a bithday or valentine's present. but erm... i'm not sure if i can do it. cutt*** deborah is totally kewt and sweet. she smsed me...'blahblahblah. miss you man.. come tomorrow k? beeep* loves you...'oo my gawd. ants must be crawling on her. deb, i miss you too. you are totally aweesomeee! lol. (: back to the story* erm yah, our conversation was 14 pages long in micro word. haha! finally... i really miss those days when we could chat endlessly. erm.. he was as sweet and funny as usual. he said he misses me lots and lots. me too, piggy. ='( this thing is totally sour. sometimes, i always ask the air*... why must this happen to us??? huh. nevermind. i know there's a bigger picture behind this that we cannot see right now. ** uggghhh. my sis is rushing me for the com. how am i goiing to think???* tuut her sia. i have no choice but to cut the story. =( the ending part was damn emotional. my brother was like playing some songs which made me even sadder!!! so..i really couldn't control my tears. just let it roll lahh. and tadaaa! i was crying and crying in front of the screen. then, i told him some very very...erm. how should i put it...* ahya... jus things that i've been wanting to tell him and have been kept inside my heart. haha. SADLY n TUUTINly, it turned out that he already went offline, and couldn't see my those blahblah msgs!!! ugggh. i think he went off but forgot to sign out or something. TSK! nevermind. there's always another time. (:
ohya! he helped me with my art!!! he suggested to me what i can do n blahblah. my pig is totally talented in art. thumbs up for youu, sayang.. haha! mushy heh. excuse me lah.. (:
PROFILE ♥
CINDY MARIA
Sweet Seventeen
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Waking up everyday with a thankful heart for the blessings from Him.
Because He has a great purpose for her.
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
10:51 AM
Ohayo gozaimasu... i'm at home right now instead of being in school.heh.
yesterday was totally a ..erm. how should i describe that? well... 'special' day will do. (: as i've mentioned in the previous entry, pig went online yesterday. I was actually about to go offline when he came online. haha. how lucky!! couldn't imagine how things would turn out to be if i went offline 5 mins earlier. phew. thank God. (: erm, the last few days i've been thinking that he was 'cuekin' me cos he didn't reply my smses.. but i was wrong. I finally know the reason why yesterday. he LOST his handphone again.erm..not really again*lol. this time is samsung hp some more. huh! anyway, he said he would be getting a new one in probably 3 weeks time. aww man. valentine's day is erm...2 weeks away! and his birthday is erm... i think it's 3 weeks away. haha. i hope i can keep in contact with him during these special days. i was actually thinking of making a website for him as a bithday or valentine's present. but erm... i'm not sure if i can do it. cutt*** deborah is totally kewt and sweet. she smsed me...'blahblahblah. miss you man.. come tomorrow k? beeep* loves you...'oo my gawd. ants must be crawling on her. deb, i miss you too. you are totally aweesomeee! lol. (: back to the story* erm yah, our conversation was 14 pages long in micro word. haha! finally... i really miss those days when we could chat endlessly. erm.. he was as sweet and funny as usual. he said he misses me lots and lots. me too, piggy. ='( this thing is totally sour. sometimes, i always ask the air*... why must this happen to us??? huh. nevermind. i know there's a bigger picture behind this that we cannot see right now. ** uggghhh. my sis is rushing me for the com. how am i goiing to think???* tuut her sia. i have no choice but to cut the story. =( the ending part was damn emotional. my brother was like playing some songs which made me even sadder!!! so..i really couldn't control my tears. just let it roll lahh. and tadaaa! i was crying and crying in front of the screen. then, i told him some very very...erm. how should i put it...* ahya... jus things that i've been wanting to tell him and have been kept inside my heart. haha. SADLY n TUUTINly, it turned out that he already went offline, and couldn't see my those blahblah msgs!!! ugggh. i think he went off but forgot to sign out or something. TSK! nevermind. there's always another time. (:
ohya! he helped me with my art!!! he suggested to me what i can do n blahblah. my pig is totally talented in art. thumbs up for youu, sayang.. haha! mushy heh. excuse me lah.. (:
